... I'm tired Love.
"Come ohn naw! We done been through way more than this bullshit! Shit! You remembah..."
Naw you startin tah talk bout shit in the past and the present! I'm talkin bout Our future present future!
"Yeah. You right. But we got each othah Love!"
I smile.
Yeah!
And you need tah quit it!
" "
Thank you! I haven't seen you smile so much!
" "
See, I told yah!
You need tah quit it!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Sixteen years and twenty-four motha fuckin days ago!
My Black sorry ass found out:
It ain't evah been all about me!...
That was!
And still is!...
A Beautiful motha fuckin thang!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Those muh fuckahs ain't careful!
This motha fuckah could do it!
That muh fuckah talks like,
"Fuck it! This shit's the law! What!?"
I like him a lot.
And he's a pain in Holcomb's sorry ass!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Their last words:
...I'm gonnah tell on all you bitches!
Especially you ye!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Them mothah fuckahs got US twisted!
For real!
These mothah fuckahs talkin shit and got so much money...
They are above living!
The muh fuckahs have five children and every single one of those future sorry ass motha fuckahs had the same nanny!
And ain't nobody workin in that motha fuckah!
Momma nor Daddy!
Thah fuck!
Wait!
You have the mothah fuckahs!
And you pay othah mothah fuckahs, or not, tah take care of'em!?
Shit niggah! We call that shit welfare!
They got maids, servants, housekeepers...
Whatevahthefuck!?
Wipin their shitty ass toilets because these mothah fuckahs above doin it!?
Cookin every meal for'em cause the sorry lazy motha fuckahs can't cook fo shit!
Washin their smelly clothes for'em cause they have not a clue how tah wash the clothes on their backsides, let alone washin a load or flushin a load!...
Sonshines! That's just Our basic livin for most of US!
And these mothah fuckahs payin motha fuckahs tah do it!
Ain't that some shit!?
And gots the nerves, tah pass laws and legislation tellin US how tah live!?
And yall mothah fuckahs don't even have a fuckin clue how ta "Live" like US!?
You! Idiots!
You see now what I'm talkin bout?
They have lost their lyin, nasty, filthy rich...
Rabbit ass minds!...
Or...
Oh shit!
Maybe We have!?...
(Peace! More to come...)
Ecclesiastes 12:13-14 KJV
"Let US hear the conclusion of the whole matter: Fear God, and keep his commandments: for this is the whole duty of man.
For God Shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it be good, or whether it be evil."
(Peace! More to come...)
"I'm with you people about vaccines!
Believe me!
I got the shots and the booster!
But listen to me please!?
No American!
Should be mandated to do a
God damned anti-American thing!
Let alone
A God damned Shot!
If an American chooses not to get
Shot!"
(Peace! More to come...)
This whole bullshit is about energy.
That's all Sonshines!
But don't challs sorry asses evah let them lyin shits take away
Our precious
Human energy!...
(Peace! More to come...)
What the fuck is!?:
"...And power was given unto them over the fourth part of the earth...."
Thah fuck!
You mean there's three-fourths of this motha fuckah we haven't even seen!?...
(Peace! More to come...)
Whenevah I hear that mothah fuckah say, "Mark Thackery/Sidney Poitier", tah those lil no count miscreants:
"It seems you know so little, and are so easily amused, I can only look forward to a very happy time."
He cut their young asses up!
By just words and professional demeanor!
My Black sorry broke ass be crackin my ass up on that shit!
Uhm!
Good shit!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Try the new "McChickPick".
With a bunch of pickles
And a little mayonnaise,
In a succulent fried chicken thigh sandwich!
"Bah-dah-bob-pah-yah!"
I know I play with y'all alot!
But listen tah me one more time on this beautiful day of college football!
As in life!
Pay attention tah just these three things:
Field Awareness!
Down!
And Circumstance!...
Now!...
Let's go and get in that ass!...
Motha fuckahs kill my Black sorry broke ass!
Everybody talkin that bullshit about imminent death if yah catch the shit!
I got news fo yo mothah fuckin blues Sonshines!
Yo sorry scared no-count havin asses...
Gonnah die!
Ergo,
Which leads US to the understanding of:
How!?
And
When!?
Shiiiought!
When!?
Don't mattah tah me!
Nevah has!
Nevah will!
I hate this motha fuckin place anyway!
But I still do my best
Because for some reason I woke up today!
And one never knows!?
So,
I mean,
Fuck it!
Yah know!?...
But
How?
Now that's somethin I can kind of control.
I said "kind of"!
Which brings me tah my last point of this blog.
Yo motha fuckin sorry lyin, Luciferian, elite asses ain't gonnah tell me what tah do!
Them days are ovah you worthless pieces of lyin shits!...
The air is fucked up!
The sky used tah be blue!
Now,
Most in the ICU because of
Vous!...
So,
I shall say,
Fuck you too!...
(Peace! More to come...)
It's Christmas Eve and I feel relieved of the perceived manifestations of alien nations.
But oh the strong have always been wrong.
While singin that tired ass depressing song:
Hallelujah!?...
(Peace! More to come...)
Who are you?
What are you?
Are you really you?
Do you still Love?
Do you still care?...
But most of all:
Can you make a difference for US!?...
(Peace! More to come...)
The stars above shoves the doves.
The blinding light finally
Seeing the fight.
Bright nights shining no more.
Poor sans a core
To store.
The elite's sore
No more.
The center of the
Perpetual Folk Lore!...
(Peace! More to come...)
There were definite kind personalities where we resided.
Now...
There are only
Abided
Whimpers!...
Oh, this shit is real!
For real!
But we gonna be all right!
Gonna go through some hellish pain Sonshines!
But Our Black sorry asses always shine!
God!
Damned!
But the souls from the beyond...
Still singin those chain gang songs!
Loud and the fuck clear!
Fuck!
That!
Noise!...
(Peace! More to come...)
You have to love the effort and the cunning of it all!
Shit!
Those some horrible motha fuckahs!
For real!
Think about the shit!
I mean really think about it!
Them!
Motha fuckahs!
Playin deadly games!
With Actual Sentient Humans!
Them motha fuckahs don't have shit else tah do!
But ta fuckin play horrible human deadly games with....
(Peace! More to come...)
You!
Go to work!
Wake up!
Covid!
Go to work!
Wake up!
Delta!
Go to work!
Wake up!
Omicron!
Go to work!...
And Wake the fuck up!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Nobody thinks like you!
Nor, can there ever be!
The
One of a kind
God sanctioned
Beautiful individual!
Who you most assuredly really
Be!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Motha fuckahs talkin that shit,
"I can't stand mice!"
Shit! I feel yah!
But motha fuckahs!
Them motha fuckahs got a purpose!...
But playahs and playesses!
Don't fuck with Our "Cheetos"!...
(Peace! More to come...)
You got motha fuckahs with all types of money that can't even boil an egg!
Thee Holy fuck!
Butta betcha Black sorry broke ass,
There's broke sorry ass mothah fuckahs willin ta get paid,
And not even fuckin get paid,
Tah enable those sorry ass lazy moneyed-up sorry ass motha fuckahs!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Think about all these so-called geniuses they throw in Our sorry ass faces ad nauseum!
Start researchin the motha fuckahs!
All of''em!
Fuckin
Mad!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Sometimes watchin some bullshit!
Yo sorry Black ass gets some knowledge dropped on that ass!
So the motha fuckah says,
"...Monsters live among us. They don't have a tail...They have a smile."
God damn!...
(Peace! More to come...)
I often think of thought and its processes.
The reason being I have read articles about transhumanism. I laugh oft times reading them.
There is no fucking way!
Any mother fucking thing you can come up with...
Your human brain!
It is inhumanly impossible to mimic
Artificially!
The motha fuckahs can mandate a fuckin vaccine!
"And with the holidays coming up, we're going to see a surge of maybe a million or more..."
Butcha can't stop the spread!
Oh, shit!
Maybe because all yo motha fuckin sorry asses have tah do,
If the shits real,
Shut travel, to wherevah the fuck!
Down!
For thirteen motha fuckin days!
The fuck you really need tah go!?
"Zoom" and whatevahthefuck!?
Shiiiought!
Shut the shit down!
No more covid spreading!
And
Now,
We can kind of centralize the origin of the vector!
Lyin sorry ass motha fuckahs!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Fuck you!
I ain't crazy!
You think I am?!
I don't give three hard fucks!
But aftah it's all said and done,
Thee fuck niggahs!...
Thah fuck!
Really goin on!...
(Peace! More to come!...)
Take a look around Sonshines!
Smile with Our Father's smile!
Rejoice!
We've been through this bullshit
Before!...
(Peace! More to come!...)
It's gloomy as fuck yo!
Something is wrong with me!
"The fuck we talkin playah?"
What we talkin!?
You right here nigga!
"Okay mothah fuckah that's the shit I've been talkin bout! This muh fuckin shit done came out of the fuckin blue and shit! Guess I'm just not feelin whahcha feelin!?"
Feelin what I'm feelin!?
"The fuck niggah! There an echo in this muh fuckah! No! Motha fuckah I ain't feelin what cho Black sorry ass fuckin feelin! And I don't need no God damned more echoes! Fuck that noise!"
I felt gloom before but ain't been shit like this!
"Shit like this!?"
Now!
There you go!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Nobody gives three hard fucks! Ya heard may!
Whatever "They" are doing to US,
We are complicit in all the shit!
So who is at fault?
We the fuck are!
Not the fuck
Them!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Oh, he's/she's a police officer/congressperson/ mayor... they can't be tah any malfeasance!
Oh, he's a priest, he can't be fuckin lil boys or girls!
Oh, he's/she's a teacher they can't be a pedophile!
Oh, he's the president of this US he can't be a... pedophile!...
The fuck wrong with US!
There're people in your own God damned family you won't even cosign for!
And look atchou!
Cosignin fo a motha fuckah that's not even in yo immediate family!...
Thee fuck! Sonshines!
God only knows!
Yo ass sho the fuck don't!
Less, you fuckin that motha fuckah!
I highly fuckin doubt it based on their sick prurient interests of choice!
Then!
Even still!
If you are a grown ass whatevahthefuck!
You don't need no God damned cosigners bout cho shit!
Less, you ain't bout motha fuckin shit!
And, yo sorry ass ain't bout the right!...
(Peace! More to come,..)
I love crazy people!
Cause I'm crazy my damn Black sorry ass self!
But the blessed thing about it My Dear Sweet Sistahs and Brothahs!
From the shit I've been witnessin...
Shiiiought!
I ain't that crazy!...
(Peace! More to come...)
So where do you work?
The Indianapolis Capitol building?
(I said to myself: Shiiiought!
You ain't really workin then!)...
(Peace! More to come...)
I took off today. I just had ta see some shit! There was a local bar downtown showin the executions on like ten wide screens. All of US hopin like hell the ol motha fuckah was gonna live until 3:33 PM. That evil motha fuckah had ta die! Pay the three-hundred and thirty-three dollahs and yo sorry ass will not feel one iota of guilt or sadness.
And there he was, George Soros, with his ol ass tryin tah look all pitiful. They rollin his ass up onto the execution dais in his wheelchair.
They had ruled him to get the guillotine. Everybody in the bar making a slice with their hand across their neck. Hoopin and hollerin because the ol motha fuckah had the nerves tah start tryin tah cry!
It didn't work. And at 3:33 PM, his blood was spewing into the trough that was placed to do what it was doing, catching filth.
The owner of the bar, subsequent to the executions would play, 'Drowning Pool's' "Let The Bodies Hit The Floor" loud as shit! We all put our given drink up in the air as a cheers! Bobbing our heads to the wicked beat amid the spilling of just blood.
The owner yelling out, "Next fucker's booty on duty!"
And we all put our given drinks up in the air again,
"Cheers!"...
(Peace! More to come...)
Aftah,
The motha fuckahs what they call.
"...The age of majority!"
Howevah this motha fuckah goes!
For You!
Subsequent tah "...The age of majority!"
Is because of
You!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Listen tah me my Dear Sweet Sistahs and Brothahs!
For every motha fuckin sunny muh fuckin days ya have in this sorry ass motha fuckin life!
Oft times!
Rain,
Shall fuckin God damned
Shine!...
(Peace! More to come...)
We have lost all fuckin common human sense!
Where the fuck did it go!
I mean God damned!
I listen ta motha fuckas and all my Black sorry ass can say about it is,
That shit don't make no fuckin sense at the fuck all!
And I'm quasi literate muh fuckahs!
Thee fuck!...
(Peace! More to come...)
So a muh fuckah got ohn my Black sorry ass for bein too close in Aldi's no less!
Shit! I'm sorry! You're not vaccinated!
"Plus the booster damnit! But still! You sees the micron goin round! I keep tryin ta tell yall young folks bout gettin too close!"
I'm sorry.
"You should be! This stuff out here killin people gettin too close to each otha!"
Two jabs! I'm straight! That's what they said, "Get the shot and all this will go away!"
I gave them the benefit of the doubt. Got the shit!
Times two!
And the shit ain't went away!
Now I'm quite sure yalls some lyin motha fuckas!
And you can kiss my sorry Black ass fo sho!
Even paid for the bitches!
So I paid ta get fucked!
So, I'll take that one!
"Fool me once" muh fuckahs!
My shit's paid!
And I can go and do whatevah I fuckin wants!
Without all this bullshit yall foul asses talkin!
Boosters! My Black sorry ass!
Shiiiought!
Just try and stop me!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Thee fuck!
You know motha fuckahs kill my Black broke ass! For real!
"Well, based on the extra capital we have to spend on shipping! The lack of workers!...We're going to have to raise our prices. And no! Most everything in the store will not be a dollar, any longer!"
So what? You gonna name the new shit, "A Dollar and Some Change Tree!"...
Thee Holy fuck niggas!
Y'all even too cheap ta change the muh fuckin name!?...
God damned!
Ab-the-fuck-surd!
(Peace! More to come...)
Gun control! My ass!
Shiiiiought!
Give an American a God damned right!
Tah ownah muh fuckin gun!
Even to a child!
Oh, you ain't seen some of those tribes documentaries. A lil muh fuckah got this goddamned machete and ain't cut no fuckin body! Let a lone his self!
Every muh fuckin body!...
Now we can make Our Father smile!
Every single one of our human selves can blow Our fuckin brains out,
Finally one a chord!
Our Father now crackin his muh fuckin side, while sayin:
"Shit! I should have known from you crazy muh fuckin asses, you'd go and do some shit like that! That's why I love ya crazy asses so much! And seriously, with my,
"All Knowin" ass!
I didn't see that shit comin!..."
(Peace! More to come...)
Whatever you want this life to be...
You can make it happen!
And that is...
A beautiful thing...
(Peace! More to come...)
They used ta call'em bougee! White or Black!
I call the motha fuckahs,
A pain in the ass!
Gotstah the nerves ta move out ta the sticks!
Now, just visitin,
Complainin!
In Our beautiful city of Indianapolis!
Ain't that some shit!?
Ain't no absentee rulers muh fuckahs!
Fuck no!
So, yo sorry weekend warrior sorry ass needs tah shut the fuck up!
We got room muh fuckah! I ain't seen no damn "No Vacancy" signs up yet!
History has shown time and time again My Dear Sweet Sistahs and Brothahs...
Even now!
If yo sorry asses chooses not ta be round the shit!
Oh, Sonshines!
The shit will eventually come knockin on yo sorry ass doe!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Call me crazy if yah wannah!
Okay! Shit!
My Black broke sorry ass is crazy!
Fuck it!
But my niggahs!
Start keepin yo fuckin receipts!
Whatevah yo ass can get a physical copy of now!
Up until they do that shit!
Yo sorry muh fuckin asses bettah start fuckin printin!
Believe me Sonshines!
Those muh fuckahs gonnah hit this shit with a big ol motha fuckin
EMP!
And blame that shit on Russia!
Or a fuckin power grid that over corrected!?
Some shit othah than what it was!
A big ol American Fuck You grand heist!
And fuck you very much!
"Well, I had a hundred thousand dollars in my account!"
Sorry sir/madam! All that shit was wiped out! You got any proof of that?...
How the fuck can "Reset" be any purer to a muh fuckah sick, demented, Luciferian, occult...havin ass, than sayin intah John/Jane Doe American, God damned sorry ass faces! 'Putin' on the ritz grandiose style:
"Yo sorry ass ain't got a plugged nickel, that you can prove, tah ya sorry motha fuckin name son?!
Now!
What the fuck can you do for me!"...
(Peace! More to come...)
Shit!
Damn man!
You don't have ta believe me!
Shit!
Watch the sorry motha fuckin sorry ass video!
Shiiiought!
It's out there right in front of Our sorry muh fuckin no-count havin asses!
Oh! It can't be playa and playess!
Oh!
It sho nuff be!
Filthy ass! In the white house!
For every one of Our sorry no count havin asses ta see!...
God damned!
That innocent child!
And we still ain't did shit ta help her with that trauma!
That...
Nano-second of what it takes to really know...
This, now, fucked up skewed life!
Something that he did to her chest!
Made her so uncomfortable!
She couldn't fuckin hide it!
Watch the shit!
It's fucked up!
That child, that girls innocent face changed within
A millisecond...
Disturbing! Fucking! Shit!...
My ass be tearin up!
That's some sorry ass abhorrent shit!
And ain't none of US...
Have done a muh fuckin God damned thing!
To at the very least, from what we have just witnessed
Do some God damned muh fuckin damage control,
For the predatory pedophilic crime we have just witnessed!
For the sake of that child and the ones aft!?...
And ain't no motha fuckin body in jail!
The motha fuckah is the motha fuckin president of this here US of
A!?
We are some,
Sorry muh fuckin no count havin, broke down... American asses!
For real!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Ground! Them bitches!
Isolate the variant!
And motha fuckahs are still bein able ta go back and forth to otha motha fuckin countries!
Shits still flyin!
Spreadin!
Escalatin!...
Shiiiought!
If true?!...
You've been vacatin this motha fuckah fo ova a score!
And over twenty yeahs, if ya didn't know,
"Is absurd!"
Okay?!
But here an absurd nigga be!
Shit! Time goes so fast!
And when yo Black ass finds a way ta cope with the cope-less!?
The fuck yo sorry ass wantsah nigga ta do?
And the shit is legal for anyone ovah twenty-fuckin one!
Just my style!
But when yo Black sorry ass is young! Shiiiought! That young just startin out twenty-one years old body can take all the chosen alcohol abuse yo stupid Black ass was doin to it!
Fuck that! I'm the fuck ova twenty-one! The shit's legal! It helps me cope!
Fuck it!
"You remembah! I kept tellin yo Black sorry ass! What happens when yo get older? You remember?"
Yes, I do. But shit. When I was young, I had the concept of death. But for some reason it never seemed like something that was gonna happen to me back then. Shit, yea! I'm suicidal! Always have been. But my Black sorry ass still here! With You.
"Yo ass sho do make me smile Love! Let me break it down warmly to you. Yo ass grew up in a household where once Mommy decided ta turn to the Apostolic church! Shit! Yo Daddy had ta succumb ta the shit! Or oh Elaine was jettin! Yo Daddy placated yo Mommy fo whatevah the fuck: unconditional love, marriage vows, conditioning, yall sorry motha fuckahs..., fuck it! That muh fuckah had ta eithah walk inta the light with her...or without her! What they called back in the day, "Where the rubber meets the road!" The motha fuckah decided ta not take a final, "I'm goin up ta the sto! I'll be back!" Morgan knew where he had come from. And he sho nuff was in a way bettah position once he knocked yo Mommy up the first time! Befo they were even married! Shit! Nigga!"
Ya see? There you go. Always gotta take the shit where it doesn't have ta go. That shit's uncalled for sometimes. You didn't have to go there, Love. For real!
"Did I tell you, " Yo ass sho do make me smile Love!" Well, I was bullshittin witcha! Let me correct myself playa! Yo ass is hilarious as shit...Love!"
How so?
"Oh so I did need ta go there!..."
(Peace! More to come...)
I look at muh fuckahs texting and I fuckin cringe!
I hate that shit!
Got one word for yah Sonshines:
Abnormal!
Those fingers need ta flow across some keys!
Shiiiought!
And make those keys unlock some shit!...
(Peace! More to come...)
"They need yah!"
Shit!
"Oh, what?! It took fifty-five years of yo muh fuckin life tah understand that you weren't born intah this motha fuckah fo shit's sake!?"
I'm just sayin.
"I know whatcha sayin motha fuckah! Whah!? You don't think I ain't been a witness ta yo sorry ass? I've been here playa! Day aftah day of yo sorry Black ass wasted life! Been tellin yo Black ass some shit! Oh, now a nigga get an epiphany and like Cain, gotta slay fo some respect!? Fuck you! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKK! yooooooooooooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! You wasted our fuckin life! Fucker!"
I know.
"So what are we going to do? With just limited time? Love?!"
I promise!
"Yes,"
We're going to be just fine!
"Yes."
Forgive me please?
"Forgiven. And what's a bitch been tellin you?"
I smile, "You can't have life, without life!"
"My niggah! Look atchou?!"
You need tah quit it!?
"I can't help it Love!"
I know you love me...
"Yes!"
Love!
" "
Oh, now you wanna smile?!....
(Peace! More to come...)
You gotta take responsibility fo yo muh fuckin shit!
Tah help all US lost souls out!
Nobody told yo sorry ass ta drink every day since yo Daddy died back in 1998, then exacerbated when yo Mommy died in 2004 until fuckin now!
And if it wasn't fo heavy doses of Milk Thistle every now and then!
Shit! You already know!...
It's just You Sonshine!
Just You!
Now yo sorry ass wants tah quit!
Cause ya an old Black ass motha fucka thinkin bout some shit... and yo sorry Black ass needs tah get bettah!
Not fo yourself!
Fuck you!
But for the people whom you love...
You are here to do great things for this humanity in your own little way! To make it more humane!
And when yo ass on a third day of cessation!
And this motha fuckin life gets too much fo yo sorry motha fuckin tryin not ta drink Black ass!
Take a motha fuckin drink motha fucka!
Not five!
But A!
We'll be all right!...
(Peace! More to come...)
I love the way my hands move on this keyboard while I make thoughts to words. I smile while looking at these words that I am generating without looking at what my hands are doing!...
(Okay! Yah busted me! Shit! I'm fifty five! Sometimes that shit goes wrong. And my brain says to itself, "Did that left index hit the 't' or 'r'?" And a nigga gotta look at hand placement...and get ta gettin!)
...Together as one. Creating...hopefully another life one can only dream! Why not! I have dreams too.
Of
Blue skies!
Smiling faces!
A perpetual heavily scented flowery essence of course containing: patchouli, lavender, rose...!
Living in peace with one another!...
(Peace! More to come...)
When I finally see a nigga graduate high schooler from a high school in Martinsville, Indiana!
I will know the fuck then!
There's been a motha fuckin breach!
And the shitstorm is nigh!...
(Peace! More to come...)
So they take niggas! Giv'em some type of incentive, subsidy...ta finally live out wits the whites folks! And the Black sorry broke asses take the shit!? God damn!
Ain't nothin free or at a discount Sonshines! Not in this motha fuckah!
Fuck no!
And alms be God damned!
Yo Black sorry ass may not have ta pay it back now!
But bet cho sorry Black ass yo ass gonna pay in...
Spades!
The media states, "Reverse racism!", "White Privilege"...so in ordah ta get that federal funding yall motha fuckahs sho nuff loves! Ya gotsta take in some niggas!"
And them sorry muh fuckahs take that motha fuckin money!
Let me tell ya sorry broke Black ass!
Nobody talks bout the sorry ass shit! I mean shit! Bitches need some ends! Ya know?
Ass? Cash? Or grass?
Cash! Please?!...
Thee fuck!
Just like those niggas moved from the hood ta the burbs, and they thinkin they can take that ghetto motha fuckin shit out the fuck there and the shit was goin ta be okay?!
Nigga!?
That's a recipe fo disastah!
Nigga not only they allowin ta smoke weed in the apartment!
But let me take it on the road!
And yo sorry Black ass think that shit gonna be cool!?
Shiiiought!
Listen, yo sorry Black ass from a place that gots too many problems!
But these muh fuckahs out here!
Well, they ain't doin too much!
But now, you makin my white law enforcement ass work!
And nigger I gotta teach cho Black disrespectin drivin undah the influence weed smokin ass!
Cho Black nigga ass in Hamilton County now
Sonshine...
Ain't livin in fuckin Indianapolis propah!
No fuckin mo!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Black sorry ass muh fuckahs kill my Black sorry ass!
For real!
You got these niggas out here believin this race-bait shit!
Show me a nigga lookin like my sorry broke Black ass,
Gainfully employed and goin ta work er day,
That's gettin their Black nigga ass kilted!?
The best yo Black sorry ass got is ta rob, steal, kill, rape...
Huh!
I'm glad tah tell yah Sonshines!
Yo black sorry no count havin asses needs ta be
Kilted!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Always remember this shit!
Always!
If yah able to.
The way you think about a friendship!
Don't have dick,
Ta do with that perceived friend and the ship!
That's your 'ship!
Not their 'ship!
Your!
'Ship!...
And please!
Stop bein disappointed!
Cause again!
That's not their 'ship!
That's
Your muh fuckin God damned
'Ship!...
(Peace! More to come...)
I don't give three hard fucks bout some shit!
With my ol ass!...
Shit!...
I ain't got time fo the bullshit!
That means the: race baiting: xenophobia; non-American rhetoric...
Though yo sorry Black ass servin a life sentence ta this bitch!
Does not mean!
You don't owe a lil' somehn back ta this bitch!
It's hard life jail time now
With fifteen years!
Max!
Sonshines!
From now until my release date
from this bitch!
What can a nigga like me do
Ta make this bitch?!...
Less of a bitch!?
For the ones aft?!...
(Peace! More to come...)
"Well if you hung around those type of people? You, are that type too!"
Well, playa and playess, you would be incorrect based on my mind's eye.
I absolutely love watchin muh fuckahs!
And the shit that they do!
Just shut yo ass up fo one God damned minute and look
Round this shit!
Oh, Sonshines!
Them cell phones
Would be the thing of the pasts!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Your:
Tribe,
Race,
Culture,
Religion,
Beliefs....
Will ever!
Be the norm!
And that's a Beautiful thing!...
(Peace! More to come...)
"We! The white people! Are being discriminated against!"
That shit makes me laugh somethin terrible every time I read the shit!
Or hear the shit!
Cause a nigga like me ain't understandin a God damn thang yo deluded mind the fuck talkin bout!?
So what chou sayin is a conspiracy theory in itself!
Ah, shit I get it:
"Some white muh fuckahs that make the laws! Tryin ta keep yalls othah white muh fuckahs that don't make'em, down!"
I get that right?!...
Please tell a Black sorry broke ass motha fuckah like me!?
In this scenario!
Why does the word 'white' need ta be even mentioned!
And why the Holy fuck!
Are these othah white muh fuckahs makin laws
Tryin ta keep ya otha white sorry muh fuckin asses down!?...
(Peace! More to come,,,)
They always fuckin witcha nigga!
Always!
And a nigga just tryin ta watch a college football game!
Thee fuck!
Call me a Conspiracy Theorists if ya wanna!
All I can say ta that is, "Yah damn Skippy muh fuckahs!"
But that shit has always been a Good American thang,
Until now!...
So check it,
This "Taco Bell" Commercial comes on with the Asiatic androgynous lookin muh fuckah with the horns on. Looked more female than male, but shit, don't listen ta me, I don't hang around too many Asians! Aussi, Asians don't even like Our Black sorry asses! For real! You evah witnessed an Asian hangin out with a nigga?!...
Shiiought!
Anyway,
She sees this lanky, geeky lookin computer nerd type from kinda afar, with the same RAM horns!
And I didn't even have ta tell ya the race because you knew it wasn't a fuckin nigga!
Who fuckin knew!?
Then the:
"Dong!"
Right in front of Our motha fuckin eyes!
Ya get it!
"For Whom The Bell Tolls"? And E was a straight up Luceferian!...
Okay, you remember "Taco Bell" were the same motha fuckas that had that type of Illuminati lookin dark party goin on in their commercials! Showin all ovah the place "The All Seeing Eye" type of shit!
Now they got "lil nas" sittin up there with his "Queer as Folk" havin ass! With pink hair, pink glittery suit and that, punch that nigga's fuckin face three times, fuckin greasy lips lookin like the motha fucka done ate four fried pork chops! Without! Wipin yo tired sorry ass mouth!
Mockin "Outkast'"s/"Andre 3000"'s-Hey Ya"!?...
"PepsiCo!"...
Who knew?!...
Mommy loved her some "Pepsi"!
But somethins wrong with yall motha fuckahs!
And my Black sorry ass gonna miss me some:
"Pepsi Max"!
Fuckers!...
(Peace! More to come...)
I read about the shit!
But the shit is still barely settin in!?
And you want Our sorry asses ta trust yalls motha fuckin sorry foul asses!?
These motha fuckas lookin out for Our "Greater Good"?!...
You muh fuckahs!...
Are fucking majorly and fucking consistently
Foul!....
(Peace! More to come...)
"He's crazy!"
For real!
How many times that muh fuckah been locked up?!
Nevah!
Shiiiought!
That muh fuckah ain't fuckin crazy then!?...
(Peace! More to come...)
We all in this cesspool togethah, My Dear Sweet Sistahs and Brothahs!
Every!
Single!
One!
Of Our sorry asses!
And the shit is deep!...
Until we see every single one of Our gifts
Ta this human bullshit's
Shit hole!?
We will never have
Peace!
In Our Heaven!...
(Peace! More to come...)
They try the same shit in history
Like they do in the entertainment industry
And in politics
Ta this day!
Shit gettin old Sons! And yall too fuckin old ta be playin these silly, dangerous...human life games!
But here Our sorry Black asses be!
God damn!
You remember those three civil rights activists in the 60s in Mississippi that got killed by "Klan" members? Do you remember the race, the events and the names?
Now,
Look at the race, the events and the names in the Rittenhouse trial?...
(Peace! More to come...)
You only understand the differences in one another by
An other!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Turn off your television.
Turn off your cell phone.
Turn off your internet...
Be by yourself....
And blessedly
Silently
Think about some shit....
(Peace! More to come...)
...Oh, whatchou think? You gonna outlive those motha fuckas?
Okay, shit!
Let's say that you do!
"Where thine light shines but within."
But let's say like the shit s'posed tah go,
You die befo them motha fuckahs?
Now what?
How?
Now?
Do They
Exists?!...
On their motha fuckin own?!
And who!?
Subsequently?!
Is going tah give three hard fucks!...
(Peace! More to come...)
I mean you have to eat the root. If you don't then what's the fucking point!?
You know?
That's where all the shit is.
In the roots!
Why not eat it!?
Duh!
The best part of eating the shit are for the roots!
It's like eating a little fetus,
The white ones of course!
The black ones are a little to thick skinned for my palate,
And not fucking eating the fucking placenta!?...
I mean what a
Fucking waste!
You know?...
You gotta wear a mask in muh fuckin church!
Thee fuck!
Kinda bullshit is that muh fuckin shit!
A broke Black ass motha fucka goes ta the motha fucka
Ta get away from this chaotic life!
And yo demandin ta wearin masks motha fuckas
Lettin life followin my tryin ta escape,
If just fo a lil while...
In?!...
(Peace! More to come...)
If Army ever comes up with a quarterback who can pass just as well as they can run!?...
Our offense would be unstoppable!
Biden and Harris soundin so disappointed that chaos didn't break out in Kenosha!
Cussin all under their masks at US cause we didn't take the bait!...
Get ready muh fuckahs!
Cause there're way more disappointments tah come
From US!
With...
Challs sorry muh fuckin asses!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Grace Meng!
Bitch please!
Man or woman of privilege now wanna cry foul?!
Kiss my Black sorry broke unprivileged ass!
"They're monsters!.." Thee fuck!
I ain't gonna shed a tear nor a worry bout challs sorry ill human asses!
Not now! Or evah!...
But I got some quotes from unprivileged Daddies and Mommas!
That just may help yah through the shit:
"Stay in school!"
"You'll get over it!"
"When it rains! It sho nuff pours!"
"Money comes! And money sho nuff goes!"...
(Peace! More to come...)
You see?!
They do muh fuckin shit for a reason!
You type the name in,
Some type of Australian folk band comes up!
Thah fuck!...
Do some diggin when ya have a lil time.
I ran into the name on the CIA and FBI websites.
And it wasn't no God damned Australian Folk
Fuckin band!
Fuck! No!
"Operation Gathering The Herd"!
And them sorry motha fuckas were
Gathering children!
Unbeknownst ta the
American sheep!...
(Peace! More to come...)
"...that everyone that findeth me shall slay me."
Everyone?
Who the fuck is "Everyone"?!
Shit!
Ain't these preachers always talkin bout Adam, Eve, Cain and Abel?
And if I did my math right, that's four motha fuckas!
Everyone?!
Kinda shit I'm missin!?...
(Peace! More to come...)
No WoMan!
Or no Man!
If you believe!
Should have to have a cosigner
For Your life
And
For Your decisions!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Shit fucks me up oft times with my broke Black ass!
The oldah my Black ass gets,
The more things are being revealed in subtlety.
I mean who hasn't played "Monopoly"?
I'm lookin at the board for some reason,
Shit okay I took it out because somethin was botherin me about the board.
I looked at it.
And there it was always right in front of my motha fuckin now ol eyes!
Underneath the name, "Monopoly".
"...is a registered..." blah, blah, blah...
There you are Sonshine!
"...FOR ITS REAL ESTATE TRAINING GAME EUIPMENT..."
This shit started in 1935!
It was some real shit for "Real Estate Training"!
Thee fuck!
I hadn't realized nor had anyone ever said anything about the shit on a personal or media basis. Not ta my knowledge!
And if yah didn't know, I'm fifty-five motha fuckin years old!
Just thirty years aftah the bitch took off!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Tell'em ta go choke on ah dick!
Or pussy!
Whatevah's clevah given the 'tude and circumstance!
I mean civility only gets yo sorry broke Black ass so far!
Then you gotta tell a nigga
A word or two ta make the hard greasy headed
Mothah fuckahs undahstand some real shit!...
(Peace! More to come...)
You gotta control yo shit!
Oh, yes you do!
You're the rock in the situation!
Let the fairies play!
It don't affect you none!
See the light!
And be the light!...
You'll be alright!...
(Peace! More to come...)
...Nigga!
Don't do that ta my ol Black sorry ass!
Please?!
Muh fuckahs don't get it!
I the fuck do!
And all my Black sorry broke ass has ta say bout the shit is:
"When you treat muh fuckahs like they crazy!
God damnit!
Then yo sorry motha fuckin asses
Enablin them muh fuckahs!"...
(Peace! More to come...)
I ain't gotta check yet God damnit!
Where's my shit?!
Muh fuckas talkin that bullshit, reverse racism!
Thinkin a Black sorry ass muh fuckah gettin paid for bein a Black ass!
Thee fuck!
You think it benefits me to be a muh fucka with a darkah skin in this motha fucka!?
Oh, yeah! I'm sorry, I can claim Vitiligo and if I had the money,
My lucky Black sorry ass now becomes a white's man!
Praise Jesus!...
Fuck that noise!
I am who I fuckin am God damnit!
Can't do shit with what cho ass was brought inta this world with
That is
Unchanging!
Shit! Fuck that!
Deal!
With that muh fuckin shit!
And I don't even have tah tan muh fuckahs!...
Ya know?...
(Peace! More to come...)
Okay! Shit I got it!
And please tell me I'm wrong!
"Alice Merton's-No Roots"
Has the same bass line as
"The White Stripes-Seven Nation Army"?!
Am I crazy!?...
Of course but I'm just suggestin...
Damn!
It's like that?
Okay!
I undahstand!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Okay, you have to appreciate your thought processes!
Just my Black ass suggestion.
So, I'm thinkin how I can put a thought.
The motha fucka say,
'Yo ass can't say it like that! Damn!'
I ain't sayin shit motha fucka, I'm writin the shit!
"Same fuckin thang!
You serious?!
"Okay. You may have a point! Give me a second..."....
(Peace! More to come...)
Allons-Y!
And let's be amid the firmament we are currently
Inhabiting and content!
But You and I both know there is work to be done
To embrace Our Father's Son!
The cold is nigh,
Look to the sky!
Oh, there's another chemtrail
Stagnating by!
Looking oh so spry!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Motha fucka let me tell yo sorry ass somethin!
Man tryin ta be a woman!
Woman tryin ta be a man!
I gives three damn Holy fucks!
Shit, I ain't no damn prize my damn ol Black ass self!
But I ain't fuckin ugly!
And when yo sorry muh fuckin ass is
Fuckin ugly!
The best transhumanism surgeons can't even correct that shit!...
(Peace! More to come...)
...Thinking. Memories are a muh fuckah oft times.
For some reason I started thinkin bout my love of Track. I was a sprinter and a long jumper which usually in the Track and Field world goes hand in hand. And once yo ol ass that didn't make a bit of fuckin sense ta yo young ass is, it makes all the fuckin sense in the world with yo old ass now! But cho sorry motha fuckin ass didn't connect the shit back then....
I'm, if ya didn't ova these many blogs, very critical about myself and the plethora of major choices that I have made in this life to be where I am ta this day!...
Fuck!
Humbling! Is the only word I can easily come up with.
So be it!
Amen!...
(Peace! More to come...)
People preachin all this family shit!
The fuck you talkin too?
Cause yo sho nuff two parent ass home ain't tryin ta preach ta me!
Oft times a family environment is toxic!
Given the motha fuckin family!
I gives a shit whatcha say!
Family or no Family,
Get the fuck out!
And stay the fuck out!
Shit, one parent home!
Or, Our Father forbid, a no parent home!
We all in this shit togetha Sonshines and we can turn this shit around if...
We just believe!
Let Our brightness shine!
And smote all ye
Who bring US grievous harm!...
(Peace! More to come...)
...Nothing that the so called experts say makes any fuckin sense at thah fuck all!
You tellin me to take a muh fuckin institution at its truth!?
Just go by blind faith as before?!
Niggas please!
My ass is a Black ass muh fuckah!
Them the same motha fuckas that had nigga slaves and shit not so long ago with their ol muh fuckin asses! Biden! McConnell!...Shiiiought!
Them the same motha fuckas that didn't get rid of Jim Crow until the 1960's!
Them the same motha fuckas co-signed fo muh fuckin slavery in every muh fuckin state in this United States of America!...
Oh, hold up playa!
"Oh, I thank you so much to finally see, you enslaved US! Thank you so much! And like a conditioned slave! I will do as you say...Master!"
Thee fuck!
Shit! I forgive ya!
But cha betcha sorry muh fuckin asses,
I ain't evah gonna trust cha
Sorry ass waste of sperm motha fuckas!
And fo the sake of the ones now and the ones I pray come aftah!
You only owe US one motha fuckin thang God damnit!
Just one!
Gratis!
A God given "Choice"!...
(Peace! More to come...)
"...But, you are an African American man talking like this? And a registered Republican!," the facilitator said.
"First and foremost, I'm a God fearing man. Secondly, I ain't African. Lastly,
I'm a Proud Black American! And fuck them Africans while I'm at it!..."...
(Peace! More to come...)
Motha fuckas like lil children and shit,
Just cause those muh fuckas can't get their muh fuckin way,
Cause you motha fuckas are fuckin with my joy!
Instead of me bein able ta gettin my filthy prurient interests on,
I gotta deal with this bullshit!
"Get vaccinated you ungrateful Feeders! And let us fuck ya till we can't fuck ya no goddamned more! And that's nevah! So lube up! And,
"Let's Get It On!""...
(Peace! More to come...)
So I'm lookin at this BitChute video on 'Breitbart New's' and the shits entitled: "Hawkins: Second Amendment empowers law abiding citizens, Gun Control empowers the criminals."
Yah think?!
I mean God damn!
Them motha fuckas don't want chou ta have shit!
When...
The shit,
The fuckin truth of those filthy animals,
Finally hits the
Proverbial fuckin fan!
Oh it's comin playa and playess!
And sooner than you can evah imagine!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Maybe that's what this shits all about!
Our Father makin US overstand:
We's done lost Our sorry ass fuckin way
Again!
Now,
It's time ta get cho sorry broke Black ass,
Goin in the right fuckin way
Again!...
Uh!
Where y'all goin!?
This way playa and playess!...
(Peace! More to come...)
It wasn't fun at all anymore. All of the rules. The shutdowns. The masks wearing. The vaccinations....
He was so tired of it. Then he had to hold a job down within all the rules. Now relegated to his home work office which was meant for just he and his hobby, writing.
Zoom meetings. And an endless amount of emails every day to check and to hopefully not have to respond.
Having to worry about the Internet service going out which it had numerous of times since working from home. Using his electricity and home services for work expenses. But there was no recoup for that...
Don't cha think fo one Goddamned second this shit is gonna go away!
Fuck! No!
Yo sorry Black ass can keep yo motha fuckin eyes unfocused if ya wanna!
Shiiiit! Them motha fuckas don't give three hard fucks!
Yo motha fuckin Black sorry ass gotstah start bein a Badass fundamental MMA fightah!
A deadly trained generalists of fighting off defeat!
And this is day whatevahthefuck!
And yo sorry Black broke ass begins the shit
Now!...
(Peace! More to come...)
The fuck niggas!
Calm y'alls motha fuckin asses down!
Why don't cha!?
Why don't they?!
Cause they don't give three good sorry fucks bout chou!
Or me!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Once you see how things roll, the shit will start pissin yo sorry Black ass the fuck off!
Does yo taxpayin ass undastand that if a motha fucka is on Medicaid, and if they loose their glasses?
Their asses can get anotha pair?!
For free!
You might be sayin, "Oh, well the motha fucka needs ta see!"
Let me ask you this, "You's a taxpayin motha fucka right?!"
Okay, Sonshines let me hip ya ta some bullshit I don't think you know bout just this lil shit we do in our lil spot on this fucked up beach! But maybe ya do, I'm just writtin.
Now, if ya Medicaid havin ass looses that pair too, yo state insurance entitles yo monkey ass ta yet anotha free pair!
Now we up ta three free pair!
As long as you keep loosin!
Fill out a "U8"!
We'll keep hookin yo broke ass up!
And it's Medicaid Guidelines!...
Thee fuck!...
(Peace! More to come
If ya don't have anybody else in this life
Otha than yo damn Black broke sorry ass self!
You's in trouble!
Shit bout ready ta get real fo yo lonely created sorry ass life!
You's bout ta undahstand some real shit!
Like:
The only persons that really Love yo sorry ass is
Yo muh fuckin parents!
And them motha fuckas dead!
So...
(Peace! More to come...)
Why in the Holy fuck are they tryin ta rid US,
Of all that makes US
A Proud American?!
Example:
Shit do I dislike the fact that anotha American hates me because I'm the wrong fuckin colah ta like?!
Fuck! No!
I love that shit!
Mad at my sorry broke Black ass and I ain't in control of a God damned thing! Don't have the money or the juice ta get shit done! But cho own race is fuckin the shit out of ya, tirelessly!
And ya ain't said, "No!" or "Stop!" One God damned time!
Still lookin at colah!?
Still lookin at my Black sorry broke ass, ta blame?!...
Uhm!
You, as a free American, have that motha fuckin God given right!...
But check it,
Don't be callin my Black sorry monkey ass a nigga ta my face! Or boy!...
It's a free country muh fucka whether I like that shit or not!
I'm just suggestin for civility's sake.
And one Proud American to an othah!
The way that we were finally starting to evolve,
Socially!...
But cha see that bullshit changin
At the speed of fucking clicks and swipes Goddamnit!...
(Peace! More to come!...)
While ya can, research some shit!
I'm readin some of the shit on one of the biggest Think-Tanks websites in the world, The Rockefeller Foundation.
https://www.rockefellerfoundation.org/blog/innovating-for-a-bold-future/
Beware!
Don't take the blue pill!...
(Peace! More to come...)
They will never succeed!
Ever!
You know why?
It's been tried tirelessly before!
Alas;
You have fucked up souls that truly believe:
They can study; then, Know the human element!?
Never fucking going to happen!
"Too complex" is an understatement!
But, still
They keep trying!
And They will always...
Fucking fail!...
(Peace! More to come...)
I remember a woman I called O-G.
She was not bigger than a minute and wanted to be, back in the day, one of the proud blue, an Indianapolis Policeman. And she ended up gettin on the shit! The Indianapolis Police Department.
"Meredith! Let me tell you! Since I was young I've been hearin these niggahs talkin about police brutality! Oh! You done got out of your air conditioned cruiser for some bullshit! It's like ninety-three degrees with eighty percent humidity! And you got all this shit on that weighs about eighteen pounds! Sweatin between your butt cheeks! And this motha fucka not understandin some shit cause he ain't fuckin listenin and it's hotter than shit niggah and the motha fucka won't shut the fuck up!...And I'm fucking sweating down my leg while listenin ta this bullshit! Meredith?! Do you know how many ignorant niggas hard headed wigs I done split! And as you can clearly see, I'm Black!"
"Damn 'O'! You only been there a minute!"
"Nigga! You see what I mean!? And pass that shit!"
"Yes, ma'am!"...
(Peace! More to come...)
Don't nobody owe you shit!
Not a God damned motha fuckin thang!
God! Damn!
But hold up naw!...
Less,
Yo Black sorry ass, honest, labored for pay!
Shit, I work fo yo ass fo a certain amount and yo ass gonna not pay my Black sorry, now gonna be brokah, ass!?
Sorry Fathah!
Some motha fuckin body bout ta get cut!
And shed some blood
In Our Father's Name!...
(Peace! More to come...)
They wanted me to accept this pedophile Black preacher James Denton on the show; a show that was named after me: Kyle Johnson "Make The Right Decision." Ol' Pastor Denton on this shit with these elaborate shirt sleeves cuffs which were monogrammed/inscribed with his name on both cuffs with cuff links of diamonds that I am sure that set the preacher back a couple of thousand dollars. Cazal eyeglass frames another $650; the lenses to be put into that same frame, Physio Enhanced Fit PAL(Progressive Addition Lenses), Crizal Sapphire ARC (Anti Reflective Coating), Transitions Grey Xtra-Active lenses...settin the "preacher' back fo sho easily another three stacks just with his eyewear alone. But we are here in this studio to discuss poverty to the poverty stricken. The fuck man? Fuckin niggah pastors!
I started thinkin bout some shit. Which I do most of the time with my ol Black ass.
You do know, there will be no place to go!
Let me say that again,
"There will be no place to go!"
I mean if everywhere you go has the same protocols, cultures, laws, diversity...
I mean, what's the fucking point!?
You ain't gonna tell me everyone wantsah
"Fish-n-Chips Neighborhood"!
Evah tell ya bout my one kinda majah vice My Dear Sweet Sistahs and Brothahs?
Shit, my Black broke sorry ass loves me some "Haribo" whatevathafuck!
Them some delicious shits!
I mean the right chew!
Chew that shit like chewing gum,
And chew for chew, nothin but flavah!
Come ohn naw!?
I know, with my ol ass bout
The Sugah!
But still muh fuckah I gives two fucks what chall talkin!
Them shits are delicious!...
(Peace! More to come...)
We gotta bunch of nymphomaniacs in the US federal government don't We?!
Them motha fuckas don't get tired of fuckin US do they?!
Tearin Our sorry Black broke asses a new one!
But,
In due time My Dear Sweet Sistahs and Brothahs!
In Our Father's due time!...
(Peace! More to come...)
If yo sorry Black ass bout some shit!
You don't have to ask for shit!
That's if...
Ya sorry Black ass doin the right!
You can't sit up there and ask for help with what you want the fuck ta do, then say, "Y'all gave us that money!" Sure they did Sonshines! Quite assuredly did!
But check this out playa! When you take the money! You call it free for the cause! Whatevahthefuck! Ain't shit evah been free! You and I both know that! Come ohn nah!?... That's cool! We cool! But here's what I needs yo sorry black ass free money takin stupid muh fuckin black ass...ta do!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Absolutely! Positively!
Love ta play "Boggle'!
You callin yo sorry Black ass self:
An Apprentice Wordsmith!?
My ass!
Find anotha trade muh fucka! This muh fucka is not viable! Not fo yo sorry Black broke ass!
All in anonymity and shit. Erbody got sobriquets and shit! Masked behind screens. Unknown Word Assassin.
Muh fuckas challengin yo monkey ass,
Now gettin in that ass!
Talkin bout embarassin!?
Naw, nigga,
They straight up hurt cho God damned feelins fo sho!
But let me tell ya somethin My Dear Sweet Sistahs and Brothahs if I may?
Straight talk.
You know, just between you and me.
Often times a good down home ass beatin,
Is a Beautiful thang ta yo sorry Black ass, now, humbled soul!
And no blood or life has been shed!...
(Peace! More to come...)
...50 mg is not safe. Your liver will suffer and you will suffer all types of ailments!...
Nigga!
You eva heard of Omeprazole?
20mg since...foreva!
And ya s'posed ta only take that shit fo fourteen days, max!
And all I had ta do is ta take magnesium citrate 100mg in the morning and at night!
Give yo Black sorry ass loose stools. But fuck it!
And cheaper and healthier too!
Butcha see, when ya young,
Yo Black sorry ass don't have time fo all that shit!
I'm movin!
I'm shakin!...
Butcha Black sorry ass still in the same muh fuckin place!...
But when ya Black sorry ass becomes an ol ass...
Well,
Nigga needs ta start lookin at
Alternatives!...
(Peace! More to come...)
"I wanna live forevah!"
Playa and Playess!?
Really?!...
You really got it like that?!...
(Peace! More to come...)
...Day fifteen, 50mg DHEA.
Uh, playa?...
Otha than an ol Black ass motha fucka gettin a couple of breakouts of slight acne...
Hmmm....
Get back witcha...
(Peace! More to come...)
I'm not sayin I'm used up!
Fuck! No!
But I'm tired,
As a proud American of being
Used...
(Peace! More to come...)
Ten years equals to 3650 days.
The order was put out that the executions would be carried out over the next ten years or no more than 3650 days, including holidays. They have commercials and the countdown to the next execution!
And at 3:33 PM or 18:33 Soros was up! And a nigga wasn't gonna missed that whiney ol bitch! Oh, no! A muh fucka likes you in this shit we got here? Gotsta go!...
They were taking into account of an average American age at the time of the crime, about 40 years that would be able to witness such an atrocity and abhorrent ruse! And to be able to witness the failure and punishment; thence,...
There was a nasty amount of nasty shit goin on!
Of course,
Unbeknownst ta the American public!...
Ain't gonna bore ya with it but...
Believe me!
It ain't pretty!
"...But if ya fill out the paperwork and ask for all of the nasty, filthy, inhumane...shit...that's goin ohn, that information, that we have against these soon ta be executed mother fuckers! If you want to look at that shit! We'll send it to you! Shit! All we ask is a shipping charge before we send it of 333 dollars! I know that sounds high!? But God damned! There's a shitload of evidence! And if you wanna fuck up the way that you think of this life from when you receive the information you've requested! Just remember!
There's no turning back!
And it'll cost ya 333 dollars!"
So, I sent my 333 dollar money order...
The way they formulate a word should tell a broke Black ass like You and me some shit!?
But it hasn't!?...
They've made words to make US overstand some shit.
But we only want ta understand!
I was thinkin today bout this parenting thing...
Why didn't they rule at least one semester in high school bout the shit!?
What?!
They wanted every fuckin damn body ta fail at this shit!?...
Now, that's some cruel shit!
Ya got sorry motha fuckas sellin their babies,
Raping their babies,
Pimping their babies...
And all ya gotta do is ta merge the sorry-asses-know-fo-fuckin-nothins inta this
Human Interstate that we all are travelin on!
And most faster than othas!...
We don't need sex education!
Fuck no!
Doth seems muh fuckas are quite adept at fuckin!...
No,
What Our sorry asses really needs are
Some, simple fucking parenting classes!
Befo yo sorry asses become possible
Future fuckin parents!...
(Peace! More to come...)
You got motha fuckas that refuse ta pay attention!
Refuse!
Look at the modern day General Practitioner of Medicine, a MD.
And them motha fuckas ain't even seein a correlation in this shit! And they a fuckin doctah Goddamnit!...
Okay,
Look at Psychiatry!
There are very few Psychiatrists!
But a shit load of PsychoTheRapists!...
(Peace! More to come...)
You don't have to be awake all the God damned time!
God damned!
Motha fuckas wanna beat cho Black ass down!
Don't they?!
Like Job said ta Our Father,
And of course I'm paraphrasing,
"Back the fuck off! God damn! I gotchou!"...
(Peace! More to come...)
...understanding the fact humans are still humans...
We have started to understand, if just one is outside of human conscientiousness,
We all fail!
The six-hundred-sixty-six thousand and some change...
Well,
Me knows,
Understands some shit
Too fuckin late!
And maybe not!
But at this point!
Fuck 'em...
...Well. What we all found out was, it was all or nothing type of thing. So, it couldn't fail.
Well, I'm glad ta tell ya, the shit did! Infecting US! Defecating on US!...
The elite had to pay!
And I'm glad ta tell ya My Dear Sweet Sistahs and Brothahs,
We all are able to watch justice being served,
One,
After one!...
And it is,
A Beautiful thang!
Oh, yes it is!...
...You see when you cause harm. Real harm. I'm talking, Blood and Death!
So the blood lost was owed.
And whatahsurprise!
They were cryin like some stank bitches
Like they surely were!...
But by Our Father's Grace,
Not for long!...
We were watching it. Some Live. Most, like me, by telecast. One after the other, straight slaughter!
"Convicted and executed for Crimes Against Humanity!"
Hard ta watch!
Six-Hundred-Sixty-Six-Thousand and some change!
Oh,
But I watched!...
We gotta shot muh fuckas ta turn this shit 'round!
Ya heard may?
They go by algorithms and shit!
You can't stop the human conscientiousness!
And you can't stop US!
Not if we join togetha and finally,
Feel the ever present Human True Vibes!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Can't find no muh fuckin workers!
I wonder the fuck why?
I'll tell ya why with yo sorry motha fuckin asses!
You eva wore that bitch all fucking day!
What am I talkin bout?
Shit what every muh fuckin body talkin bout!
The masks!
I'm so tired of that muh fuckah I don't know what ta do!
But a nigga gotta work!
And a nigga gonna die...
Maybe even,
With my mask on!...
Fuck,
That noise!
(Peace! More to come...)
Now, it ain't no neuro-surgeon yah Black sorry ass gotta be ta understand
It's about some shit!
Cause it fuckin always is!
And it can't be cause no easy shit and shit eithah!
Gotta be hard on yo Black sorry ass!...
But it's only in Our Father's Time!...
(Peace! More to come...)
There's a truth to every single one of US if we are willing to dig deep and share!
Something that is so profound to maybe,
Get this shit in the right fuckin direction!...
But,
It's starts with You,
And me!...
(Peace! More to come...)
You evah watched that shit My Dear Sweet Sistahs and Brothahs!
Made me undastand somethin bout this life!
White men are nuts!
I mean those muh fuckahs hittin those cycles! I mean the speed that they hit!...
And if ah rabbit, mouse...crossin that muh fuckin road, while yo dumbass is
Hittin it!
Sonshines!
Yo white stupid ass is fucked!
O, but nigga!
It's a beautiful race for some reason ta me!
But I ain't seen one motha fuckin Black ass stupid motha fucka done got inta this shit!
Shiiiought!
Cause niggas ain't really crazy!
We just act crazy!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Muh fucka always talkin shit!
I tell 'im all the God damned time,
Bro! Check it! You don't want these other two motha fuckas ta take ova! You know the catastrophic shit that happens?! You ain't got the time for that playa! Yo motha fuckin days are literally and figuratively numbahed!
Neither One of'em bout shit! Always worryin bout shit! Or like this motha fucka always ova my right shoulda, straight Dick! And yes, with a capital 'D' muh fucka! These two muh fuckas ain't worth shit! I'm the one you want Son! Shit gettin crowded now nigga! Only way you gonna make it ta the finish line and talkin shit while ya doin it! Which I know a nigga likes ta do...of course in the written prose! Only then!... Ya see? I know yo Black sorry ass! These otha motha fuckas! Needs tah go!...
Uh!
Now!
Motha fucka!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Day seven of DHEA 50mg!
All I can say,
I'm okay!
Can't wait for tomorow,
To come!
For now...
You know how it is?...
(Peace! More to come...)
That's what I was told many of times.
You see, when you small in stature, light skinned, kinda docile...
In the Black community...
Nigga! You's a mark!
You gonna go through some hard shit in yo lifetime!...
But chou gonna be just fine Sonshines!
"No matter the road!"
Ain't that what they say?!
No matter...the motha fuckin road!
You and I are still here as a witness!
We!
Are!
Still!
Here!
As!
A,
Motha fuckin wtiness!
And what are We
Witnessing!?
And if ill!?
The fuck,
You and me gonna do bout the shit?
Now, come ohn naw,
I'm talkin,
Legally muh fuckas!?
Fuck that otha bullshit!...
(wink-wink)....
(Peace! More to come...)
You make a muh fucka start cleanin some shit, for real,
And see how many babies these motha fuckin parents will have?!
A lot of motha fuckas too young ta remembah, cloth diapers. With those big ol diapah pins?...Shiiought!
And cloth diapers service?!
Member, I think, "Tiny Tots" diaper service?
I remember one was ovah there off of thirtieth street near School 110.
I remember like it was yesterday,
I was with Mommy (shit I was young, don't even know how young but I rememba) one day and she was drivin past the business. And she said,
"That's where I take y'alls ish diapers! And you better not, not clean the ish off! They'll cancel yo service so quick! And if you a mothah! You don't want that! Huh! Oow!..."
And she had had twelve of US motha fuckas, me being the last,
Catchin some shit in this scenario,
Frustration, meant for us all lil nappy headed, ungrateful... muh fuckas!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Nobody believes what the fuck is goin on!
Shit, look at me I don't want ta believe:
What the fuck is goin on!...
But the shit is!
And God damned!
It's scary as shit!...
(Peace! More to come...)
What is the Truth to You?!
That's what it's all about!
Step by step!
And steps lead to more steps...
Look at cho sorry Black ass walkin!
Now,
Look at cho sorry Black ass runnin!...
(Peace! More to come...)
It befuddles me oft times about the human conscientiousness.
Where the fuck did it go?
I mean shit!
Ain't nobody thinkin about anotha muh fuckah?!
I ain't talkin bout gettin some shit cause a nothah muh fuckah!
Fuck! No!
I'm talkin bout just understandin the fact Sonshines:
Once you have chosen ta go out that motha fuckin residence,
Treat people right!...
(Peace! More to come...)
I don't give two fucks about:
Israel! England! Africa! USSR!...
I live in the fuckin United States of America!
Can't do shit bout over there!
And shit!...
God damned!...
Can't do shit bout over here either!...
(Peace! More to come...)
You got ah bunch of shit!
But cha ain't got shit!
Diarrhea-ing some shit!
But cha still ain't got shit!
Look at "Ye"!
Poor "Ye"!
"The Kardashians"!
Poor my ass!
Fuck them bitches!...
But look what them mothah fuckahs gotta go through,
And do...
For that fine, sweet, succulent...
Money!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Well the shits have stopped! God damned!
And thank Our Father!
So what I did was this,
I started researching some shit about what a nigga needed.
Bingo!
Bango!
Hooked up negro!
DHEA!
Dehydroepiandrosterone!
Been takin 50mg for the third day now.
The dreaded horrible depression hasn't
Stuck it's asp head up yet!
I just have depression that I can manage but not like I thought it would be, unmanageable...
So,
Maybe...
(Peace! More to come...)
...We have a wondrous entity within US, My Dear Sweet Sistahs and Brothahs!
Oh, yes We do!
However small,
We bring Our infinitesimal uniqueness to this,
Table of Life...
That shit's gonna make all the difference toward Our future world,
If yah just give ya self a lil chance...
(Peace! More to come...)
...Okay it was killin me. I couldn't think of the company? O.K. Grain, on the Port of Muskogee. That was it. But before I get to a grain shed.
Let me talk about the nigga neighborhoods in Muskogee, Oklahoma back some thirty-six years ago...
(Peace! More to come...)
I remember when I was in college, I always had at least a Summer job. Worked all kinds of interesting Summer jobs.
Shit I worked, believe it or not, on the Port of Muskogee, in you guessed it, Muskogee, Oklahoma. And I'm from Indianapolis, Indiana. Born and raised. I ain't went no otha place callin it home 'cept here.
Well, it was interesting as shit! Well all I did all fuckin day was shovel wheat into the underground hoppers. In a grain shed all Oklahoma summer hot arid air day! You ever see a motha fucka from Oklahoma who goes outdoors a lot, now I'm talkin a white muh fucka, shit We's got melanin, fuck that! I mean their skin looks crepe paperish. Sun done tore that white ass up! Yo white ass don't need that much Vitamin D! Anyway...
"What is a grain shed?"...
Ya see? Didn't I tell ya it was interestin'?!...
( Peace! More to come...)
You ain't gonna tell a grown muh fuckah what the fuck ta do!
Shit no!
Shit can't even tell yo offspring what ta do half the God damned time,
So why in the fuck they think the shit's gonna happen?
I mean shit, you incentivize some shit!
Shit, I might even sign up!
But playas and playesses, it all depends on the fuckin incentive we talkin?!
Shove yo fuckin free donut, pizza, movie...where evah the fuck!
But if ya tell ah Black sorry ass American like myself that:
My ass won't have to pay Federal income taxes for the next five years!?
I'm sorry ta tell ya My Dear Sweet Sistahs and Brothahs!
I be like,
"You gotta put that shit in writin, on Federal letterhead and with the President's signature!"
Done Son!...
(Peace! More to come...)
In my humble sorry Black ass opinion, My Dear Sweet Sistahs and Brothahs!
If you gonna wear a scent!
Make it ah scent that makes a broke Black sorry ass just like You and Me!
Really appreciate some shit!
Think of freedom! True freedom! And that's what the shit smells like!...
Gonna take 'em away for a split second in this fucked up Life:
Smile and thinking,
"Now! That's...some good ass shit!"...
(Peace! More to come...)
What are You about?!
"Whah?!"
What! Are! You! About!
"I don't understand? What we talkin? My likes? My Hobbies?... What motha fuckah!?"
Uhm!...
(Peace! More to come...)
In or Out!
That's all what it's about!
Have you evah been to a German Beer Garden, My Dear Sweet Sistahs and Brothahs?
Believe you me!
If you love beer!
Germans!
Knows how ta make some delicious beer!
Fuck whatchou talkin bout!
Bud, Miller, Leinenkugel, Pabst...
Trash!
There is nothing in the Beer World that can compete with:
A fresh German Lager!...
(Peace! More to come...)
I think a lot with my ol' ass.
But maybe that's what chew do when yo Black sorry ass don't have much time left.
And now is the best time.
Alas: ta think about some shit!
Don't cost my Black sorry ass nothin!
Nothin!
But...
Shit!
Motha fuckin,
Almost outta,
Time....
(Peace! More to come...)
When you take the Blood money,
Yo ass gonna pay that shit back one way or anothah!
What the predators say, "Ass, cash or grass!?"
And in that ordah muh fuckas!
These are the kind of things I'm tellin ya about My Dear Sweet Sistahs and Brothahs!
These "Truths" demarcation synaptic memories unique to US all!
You may not remember what you do...
Buttah betcha Black sorry ass,
Some motha fuckin body will!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Oft times I'll write some shit.
Then I'll go back and refine it.
Then, I'll go back and refine it again...
Eventually the written raw truth is scrubbed
Clean!
Thinking,
"Man people ain't ready for that shit! Calm your ass down! Refine that shit a wee bit! There you go, you's from nice American niggas. No need for all of that!?..."
...Then where does this end?
It's already begun!
Where do we take this once of a lifetime journey!?
It's all about You!
And me!
Because it ends with
You!
And,
Me!...
(Peace! More to come...)
I remember reading about compartmentalization. A book that tries ta make a sorry Black ass muh fucka like me understand:
"That it ain't that deep!"
But for whatevah reason, that message came too fuckin late ta my Black sorry ass!
No! Fuck That!
It has always been That deep!
And my Black sorry ass can't even swim!
But forwhatevah reason?...
My Black sorry ass still afloat!?...
(Peace! More to come...)
It is a wonderment to me about our minds.
Some people remember time, dates, smell...
And I only remember...
(Peace! More to come...)
Memba! I'm ah fifty-five years old motha fucka talkin ta ya bout the big 'D'!
Nah muh fuckahs we ain't talkin bout no fuckin sorry ass 'D'ick!
Thee fuck! Good Lawd!...
We's talkin bout what erbody got a pro'lem wit!...
Oh, shit!
I guess we are talkin bout somewhat the same muh fuckin thang!
But I wanna bring the big 'D' I was talkin bout ch'alls asses bout was:
Depression.
Or like most people would deem: Whatevahthefuck!
But sorry ta tell ya Black sorry asses some bad fuckin news,
The shit's real!
And for real!
Ya readin the bonafide witness ta the shit for close to three score now!
God! Damned!
Now that's some real shit!
But let me tell ya somethin My Dear Sweet Sistahs and Brothahs bout
The shit, if I may?
I have found through I guess so many years being my closest, hated friend...
I gotta live with that muh fuckah!...
Or Not!
And,
Not...
Is always available!...
(Peace! More to come...)
This Kyrie Irving thing is bigger than whatcho Black asses think.
"Oh, he's just an elite whinny overpaid fucking unvaccinated basketball player!..."
Perhaps.
But the most important thing is that he's:
Islamic.
And havin the nerves ta say fuck you and yo one-hundred-eighty-whateva million dollars!
They can't stand that.
Does it sound familiar?
Oh, you remember what Dave Chappelle did ta those muh fuckas before his long awaited return?
You guessed it! Said fuck you and yo eighty million or whatevah million dollahs!
And what is Dave Chappelle's religion:
Islam.
Now, let's say ol Kyrie says ta himself,
"Fuck God! Nigga gotsta get paid!"
Alas,
Don't cha Black broke ass dare try ta give
"Religious Reasons",
As a way of gettin out of takin this shit no fucking more!
You hear me!...
(Peace! More to come...)
You know My Dear Sweet Sistahs and Brothas how with a camera yo ass zooms in and out tryin ta get the perfect picture?
Shit ain't gonna happen Sonshines! Eva!
Cause when ya take a look at cho perfect, photographic, genious, one of ah kind...
Picture subsequently!
Something,
Or,
Someone!
Is always gonna be
Out of fuckin focus!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Well the shits started some 48 hours and some change.
Oh, you got that right.
Those withdrawals are not just for opiate, heroin...users.
Tryin ta be something other than yourself,
Sloughing the medicament induced persona,
Comes down ta some filthy shit!
And comes with complications when the shit goes south.
Literally,
And
Figuratively.
The shits,
Are just another step forward to becomin
Yo ol damn self again!
Shit! Shit! Shit!...
But maybe...
That's a good thing this time!
I'll soon see....
(Peace! More to come...)
Now that's some advice fo yo Black sorry ass!
There has been no time in Our given truth of this sorry ass life,
Where that shit don't ring-a-ding-ding like-the-fuck-now!
"MMPI",
Didn't come up with the shit!
Nobody likes a middle-of-the-road motha fuckah!
Nobody!
Ten?
Or,
One?
Can't be "Lukewarm" motha fuckas no fuckin mo!
Yes?
Or,
No?
C'est tout!
Our Father's speed!...
(Peace! More to come...)
It's been some 36 hours and some change since my last hit.
The withdrawals starting to come to light.
"Wowahn-whahn-wowahn-whahn..." the rhythmic sound I can hear constantly replaying.
Shit!
And I overstand,
This is just the beginning...
Motha fuckas!
Why start me on some shit!
If ya ain't gonna keep me on the shit!?...
(Peace! More to come...)
In ordah ta carry!
The one thing that a muh fuckah needs ta see,
In ordah ta appreciate that fatal weaponry!...
Uhm!...
A motha fucka ya love dyin!
Right in front of yo sorrowful, pitiful...muh fuckin eyes! And yo sorry Black ass can't do a muh fuckin thang about it!...
Tell a nigga please!?
Would you really be so fast to pull that muh fuckin trigga!?...
(Peace! More to come...)
...I mean whatchou gonna do? Yo Black sorry ass still in the military! And military bearing and decorum still trumps everything in the outside world!
Believe me in this. If one has any sense at the fuck all! When yo Black ass in! Ya in! Now, once you get cho Black ass out!? The same motha fuckas that chew kowtowed to, ya magically payin their motha fuckin salary!
And the great thing bout that shit My Dear Sweet Sistahs and Brothahs is, their given rank don't mean a muh fuckin thang!
"I pay yo sorry ass punk ass salary bitch!"
But don't cha dare say that ta 'em with yo sorry Black ass self! Hell no! Most them motha fuckas will kick yo sorry Black ass! For real!
Okay. Talk that shit if ya wanna! Them some lifelong Army "Hoo-Rah!" motha fuckas! Just sayin! Anyway...
When you in the shit! Whatchou gonna say?!
"Fuck you First Sergeant! And that walk! I want out! Unless I get my muh fuckin money! Beee-atttch!"
Thee fuck!
No!
Hell no!
Member motha fucka!
This was voluntary shit!
Nobody made cho sorry Black ass do a God damned thang!
You in!
You want out!
Then, "Keep your Military Bearing"!
So...
Yo sorry Black ass takes a walk,
As commanded...
(Peace! More to come...)
We all have it!
Some motha fuckin kind!
"What's my worth!? I'm worthless!"
Cause yo sorry ass says so!
Just ASK!?
"ASK whom?!"
Really!?
Well I'll be God Damned!...
(Peace! More to come...)
When you go outside the construct of the Laws of this shit!
Well,
Hell!
Ya get anarchy! Chaos! Wickedness!...
And we've been lettin'em get away from all of
Their uncalculatable transgressions!?
"Voldemort! Or who one cannot name!"
Well I'll name the motha fuckas,
The elite:
The vile,
The evil...
The subhuman ...
Why?!
Cause the motha fuckas signs my check!
Nows ah nigga cans eats!?...
We some sorry Black asses!
Cut that sorry ass shit out!
And start lookin at the shit like this:
When you are powerless about the "Laws" where you choose to inhabit. And a so-called "Master" can tell yo ass what kind of spirits shall be put within your temple!? Without your consent!...That is the definition of enslavement!
Put whateva colah ya wanta on that motha fucka!
It's still fucking sorry ass fucking Slavery!
Period!
Supersillymothafuckas!
You!
And definitely,
Me!...
(Peace! More to come...)
...Takin a lil peek at sports. Why do we have to have the difference professionally between: Golf, American Football, Football, Baseball, Basketball, Cornhole, Bowling, Auto Racing...
I mean shit! Whatevah the fuck you identify with: Male, Female and I don't give a fuck!
You can play the shit professionally!
Or you can't!
Not gender specific.
If I were a professional women's basketball player, I would lobby for the "NBA" to start including female players in the "NBA" draft! I mean shit! Why not!? I ain't seen no rules bout it bein a "Male" only Association! Fuck it!
And the fuckin "NFL"! Shit, 'Megan Rapinoe' would make an excellent "NFL" Kicker! And be dead-ass accurate as shit! Shit, the bitch only thirty-six years young! Fuckin Kickers in the "NFL" don't even get dirty and shit! Lookin like 'Tom Brady' 's uniform afta an American football game and shit! Member "Adam Vinatieri" all gray and shit when that muh fucka retired from the 'Colts'? "Morten Andersen"? "Ray Guy"?...? A placekicker or a punter? A female could definitely do well in the "NFL"!
And afta that...Our Father only knows...
These muh fuckin "Wanna Be Rulers of All" do shit half-ass backwards!
Why?
Cause those sorry ass, lazy, non-laboring, welfare recipients...that US calls the "Elite"!
Them!
Muh fuckas!
Put their given prurient interests,
Over US all!
And...we must!
Change their narratives!...
Less,
All is lost!...
(Peace! More to come...)
Where do I start?
Shit! Ya got the answah ta that question since gestation!
But it has to be more to it than that?
No! That is quite simply the answah muh fucka!
So let me get this straight: It begins with me! And it ends with me!
Yes! You hard headed sorry Black ass motha fucka!...
(Peace! More to come...)
...So "CVS" sent me a text stating that my doctor will not okay refills!
Doctors ain't shit no mo My Dear Sweet Sistas and Brothas!
They ain't shit!
This muh fucka wants anotha shot at talkin bout some damn shot and shit!
So, shit!
I will have to go through the very rough mood swings, "brain jolts", fatigue, oh, did I say, mood swings and greater depression as before because sorry ass doctahs done upgraded to becoming Dicks!
"Why don't you just go see him?"
Fuck 'im! If ya gotta suck a motha fucka's dick cause yo ass needs yo fix...
Time ta get along in life without your God damned fix!
And y'all just don't know how I hate this motha fucka that's bloggin this shit right the fuck now! I can't stand the motha fucka!
Always worryin! Always thinkin bout some bullshit that don't amount ta shit! Self righteous! Nervous as fuck!...
I can't stand that motha fucka!
The shit's hard with that motha fucka bein a principal playa!...
But God damned!...
Principal playa I must be!
Shit!...
But let me tell yo sorry asses somethin before I leave this topic of note.
When a doctah puts an agenda ovah a patient's care and/or health?!
Nigga!
We got problems in this shit like you wouldn't believe!...
(Peace! More to come...)
So this male patient came in to pick up his glasses.
From jump I didn't like that motha fucka! Don't know why but there was this weird vibe emittin from his ill ass! So my co-worker helped him upon pick-up. And I was ever so grateful to her. I said to her subsequently:
"I can't stand that muh fucka!"
"Why what's up? What did he do?"
"Nothin but be himself. Which for some reason makes my ass itch! He irritates the dogshit out of me for some reason. Can't really put my finger on it! But when I do, you ain't gonna wanna smell it!"
And she thought that last statement was the funniest shit she's heard for a minute.
But...
Somethings are all wrong with that muh fucka!....
(Peace! More to come...)
...Now you do the math My Dear Sweet Sistas and Brothas. That Black ass muh fucka cost my Black ass ova a half of my muh fuckin pay for the motha fuckin month!
Thee fuck! That shit ain't right! Who's gonna pay for this absurdity! "Why don't you just wear the shit that you've washed, and couldn't get the muddy stains out! I mean fuck it!..." Surely. You jest!
Not fuckin allowed!
"One shall have appropriate clean military attire given the circumstance."
Who can I talk to bout this bullshit?!...
No-fucking-one!
Yo ass stuck like chuck!
Cause the First Sergeant says subsequently ta ya light ass!
"Well, Drill Sergeant Quattalbaum has been goin through a nasty divorce. So I would suggest give him a pass Hopson."
"In all do respect First Sergeant, I don't give a damn about Drill Sergeant Quattalbaum. I really don't! Or what he's goin through! But, in all do respect, First Sergeant, I do care about half of my monthly pay being wasted on a situation that has nothing ta do with me. I hate ta tell you, in all do respect, two-hundred and forty dollars ain't much! But that's what I signed up for and subsequently am allotted. And Drill Sergeant Quattalbaum has effectively taken away half of my pay on anger and frustration that had nothing ta do with the enemy. So, digressing. You gonna sign me out? Or who else can I speak to about funds that need ta be exacted? Or, how do I get out of this branch, in all do respect First Sergeant? Well in all do respect First Sergeant. I want out. Unless someone wants to compensate for monies lost...."
"Really." First Sergeant says skeptically. "Let's take a walk!" He commands....
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Wallowing in mud!
That's what all of our Company was doing! Cause a motha fucka in Our company did some shit, unbeknownst ta US of course, but that shit didn't mattah whatsofuckineva! Y'all gotsta be punished! So saith the current "Drill Sergeant"! So here we all were, low crawling through the muck, in callisthenic gear no less! You know? T-shirt, hoodie and joggin pants. And here we all were! Low crawlin!
In AIT (Advanced Individual Training)?!
Cost me one-hundred-twenty-nine dollahs and some change ta replace all of the shit ruined by that muh fuckah! Drill Sergeant Quattalbaum in DINFOS in Fort Harrison, Indianapolis, Indiana.
Here my Black sorry ass was, with a college degree and goin in this bitch as a subsequent NCO cause a nigga can't stand bourgee!
You know? Nigga thinkin!
"I'm's gonna works my Black ass up through the ranks, the proper American way!"
Whatever!
So I said ta myself. fuck this! I want the fuck out!
"Over that!?"
Yes! Muh fuckahs! Over that!
Let me hip you ta some shit if ya sorry ass didn't know it yet.
I went in as a Corporal in Our
United States Army.
Making a loud and proud $240 a month!
Yah heard that right. Speak ta some muh fuckahs. Now this was some twenty-eight years ago.
Shit! I have not a clue what a Corporal makes now in Our United States Army...
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Self.
Now, that's a conversation fo yo sorry Black ass ain't it?
Self don't take dick!
"Well what about the mentally ill? Oh, I'm sorry. Mentally challenged?..."
I didn't make them muh fuckas!
That's for their two creators to worry about.
I fucked! Got fucked! Now it's Our problem all the sudden!?
Fuck you!...
It's high time fo them motha fuckas ta own up ta their creating properties!...
Third and forth generations of welfare servitude!
Nobody owe yo sorry ass shit!
Especially not your creations!
Who you sho nuff fucked, ta work for!...
Thee fuck!...
Digressing,
A normal motha fucka carin nothin but bout themselves
Ain't shit!
And, should not be motha fuckin strugglin!...
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I remember I was talkin ta a coworker who was homosexual. We were talkin bout some shit, bout a muh fucka that done did somethin that got his Black ass Thirty years! And I remember I told him:
"Shit! If I was gay! I would do anything I fuckin wanted ta fuckin do! Shit! Whatchou gonna do?! Throw my ass in a facility with a bunch of men!?"
Then the muh fucka copped an attiude, and rightfully so,
"Jesus Meredith! You know? Voluntary! Involuntary! Listen? Please! Just because a woman loves men doesn't mean she doesn't want choice over the men who she comes to love! We're no different! I thought at least you would understand!?"
That statement hurt me. Though I understand now it was my fault. Tryin ta be light in the office atmosphere which we always managed to do! That topic was sensitive ta him unbeknownst ta me. "Oh, you knew he was gay!..." Well? Yes!
But, up until that interaction, I didn't understand there were certain prohibitive verbal boundaries.
And at the time of his checking of me, I thought I understood my-damned-self at the time!
Until I got my sorry Black ass checked! ...
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He was wondering why he awakened every day?
Some impulses in his body catching the REM.
The REM throwing him out.
He awakens with the resounding echo,
"You ain't ready for US yet?"...
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You remember the bullshit slogans, I would deduce,
"No! Means: No!" And, "Rape! Is rape!"
Member that bullshit?!...
Now they tellin yo sorry muh fuckin Black ass:
"Hold up now! In this case! I know that you want it! And you gonna take this penetration! This manly steeled dick!"
And nothin good has ever come out of a steeled dick!
Let alone a real dick!
Period!...
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I don't put up with this...shit?!
What shit?
You, know. You see. This bullshit! Why don't they just get,
vaccinated!
Oh, I see! And why couldn't niggas just continue ta be just slaves!?...
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There's three factions in this bitch that's fuckin it up for the muh fuckas just tryin ta, "Keep Our Father's Commandments,"
The multitude!
But just three lowly-sad-ah-while-weak-ass-bitches:
Are those three sorry ass muh fuckas!
And here be the three:
Masonry,
Occults,
And Lastly
Tribalism.
Other than those fuckers!
The bullshit they cause...
We would be in Heaven!...
(Peace! More to come...)
"...We're going to have a vaccinated economy! And we're going to lock some people out! Because that is far better than locking everybody else down!..."
Dan Andrews/ Austalian Labor Party (Victorian Branch)
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