Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Beaucoup Rouge (Nathaniel Weah, Liberian Refugee, Les Etats-Unis) 2012


It would have been better off if we could have made it to the Cote.  But that was not an option at all.  Some four hundred miles and some change to Cote d’Ivoire was not going to work, on foot.  Even if we would have had a vehicle to drive to that country’s border, taking the roads was a death sentence to the men and most assuredly rape, torture, indoctrinated into the sex trade and, after all of that, a death sentence to the women as well.  No, we had to go north and get the fuck out of Dodge, tout de suite.

Ten miles north to Sierra Leone’s border or over four hundred miles east to Cote d’Ivoire’s border?  One can do the math very quickly.  Going south toward Hell, Monrovia, a definite no-no.  And to the west of us, well one might as well say nothing, a no-no aussi, the vast unmerciful Atlantic Ocean and we in no way had a seafaring boat or a water vessel at all.  My whole family are farmers by trade, mostly growing rice that kept our family comfortably living.  But since the first Breakthrough cout d’etat in 1989, comfortable living was a thing of the past.    

Robertsport, Liberia, located fifty kilometers north of Monrovia, we still lived the way we did before the war.  But in 1998 that all changed.  For some reason some of the rebels left Monrovia and started making paths in every direction from the center of the madness, Monrovia, and of course one of their paths was headed our way, north to Robertsport.   And that is when our quasi-safe environment changed into a nightmarish, crimson filled reality.  My disbelief of the wicked, barbaric actions by our fellow countrymen upon us will never be forgotten while awake nor while asleep. 
Tres, tres mal, to say the least.
(to be continued)

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

WMD (Anonymous, Level Five Security Clearance, Retired Federal Employee) 2014

Everyone had heard that dreaded acronym while Bush Jr. was in office.  Now, it was the known dreaded acronym once again.  What was once an acronym meaning, "Weapons of Mass Destruction," was rightly being known as the principle and integral part of the federal government, its baby, Weather Manipulation Division or wrongly accused WMD from what the populous was supposed to think, Nuclear Arms.

People, like me, were sworn by secrecy not to let, 'the cat out of the bag,' so to speak.  The federal government on a global scale did not want the populous at large to understand that there was a new kid on the block of fear, and it had nothing to do with nuclear arms.  It had everything to do with controlling the heavens, the environment.

The Weather Manipulation Division had started way back in 1954 in the United States.  In its infancy stages the wonders of its capacity was shown to the powers that be.  And all the world wanted its precious panacea qualities.  Third world countries wanted it to keep their people fed by adding elements into the atmosphere so it would rain in their perspective, 'neck of the woods,' so they would not have to trade for the most basic need, sustenance. And the greatest country in the world, 'The USA,' would not let another country benefit from such an awesome discovery.

And to the demise of many rulers: Saddam Hussein, Muammar Gaddafi, Hugo Chavez...obtaining that Pandora's Box, would be a death sentence. (to be continued)

Monday, August 19, 2013

The Past Tense (Thirty-Two Years Old, White, Enlightened Female) 2009

Patience was never my forte.  I get antsy when I'm idle or I have to wait.  I'm starting to experience more people like myself, to the point I am starting to see how horrible I am with my impatience.

Rude, boorish...I'm starting to see all of those uncivilized qualities in so many of my fellow humans that have been within me most of my life; now, I am starting to change that behavior; albeit, not overnight.

No, one, like I, cannot undo thirty-two years of conditioning in one good night's rest.  But one, like I, can slowly change those mal-formed characteristics that one has. And one day, in the near future, I will be able to say about my ill behavior:

"I had those same dastardly qualities at one time.  Heavy on that, 'HAD.'"

Sunday, August 18, 2013

Tick! Tock! Mother Fuckers! (Anonymous) 2017

My heart races often times now.  I have seen the end.  And I see it every day coming.  This great symphony of life building and building until the fiery, beautiful and kaleidoscopic finish, the crescendo. 

And it's going to blow the fuck up! 

Just in time.

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

It's Just My Nature? (Forty-Three Years Old, Ex-Marine, Black Male, Murderer For Hire) 2005

He often smiled about the things that Hollywood and the dreaded television instilled into people.  Especially the violence.  The violence they made so pretty, so "cinematic,"  so cool...violence, he was here to inform you, was far from all of those things.  Violence was so fucking ugly.  But the sad part about that was he was good at it.

The Marines taught him how to kill with dignity.  He liked to call it, "The Pure Kill Philosophy."  When you murder someone you do not do the murder in malice.  When he took another's life he never relished in it.  Never drew it out.  Never watched them suffer before their perspective lives ended.  Never, like Hollywood and television showed the ignorant, defile the human being that you are about to murder with actions or words before they see their last vision of this life.  A Clean kill.  A pure kill.  No matter who or what that person was they, at the very least, deserved that respect in their last second of this life.

He had only murdered men and that was the only object of his violent nature he would let come to fruition when he was paid to exact punishment on the men he thought deserved such abominal actions that he would carry out on them.  He had learned in the Marines, there are some people that needed to die.  But the reason he had separated himself from the Marines some ten years ago was he started not agreeing with the people he was commanded to terminate.  Asking the simple question, "Why?" was not an option when he was a Marine.  And he didn't like that.  He didn't like that at all.  He liked killing, no check that, he loved killing.  But what he didn't like at all was the fact in the military he didn't have reason, he didn't have choice.  Choice was what made all the difference in the world to him as far as what he was very good at, murdering...(to be continued)  

Monday, August 12, 2013

The Chill Factor (Forty-Eight Years Old, Broke Black Prophet, Near Salvation) January, 2013

There's always something My Dear Sweet Sistahs and Brothahs!  Always something!  Let me tell yah.  Don't make any sense at all...but...it is what it is! 

And I don't like that shit! 

You say, "Fuck You!".  I say, "Cool.  Cooler than cool."  Yao Ming?  But that's just me.  Definitely not You.  And we both know that's two different mothah fuckin thangs.  And I guess, that's what I 'm trying to get at.  People say all the time about some shit, "I refuse to live my life like that!"  And I will say to your ignorant ass, "Cool.  Cooler than cool."  But that's just me.  Not them.  And what I mean by them is, your ass doth not make the populous.  Four billion and some change and your ass absurdly thinking it's still just about little old you?  Well, I'll be damned. 

And I will still say, "Cool.  Cooler than cool."  And again, that's just me.  Not them.

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

After The Big Bang (Fifty Years Old, Johnson County Indiana Farmer, Black Male) March, 2021

Everything is broken.  Mistakes.  Too many to even mention or to list.  And I guess one gets comfortable with the way life is instead of where this life may eventually go or turn into.  I was lucky to be a loner.  Fifty years old and having no children nor wife is probably the reason I am alive today.  I have only had to worry about myself.

Everthing is this grayish dark yuckiness.  And the sky.  Even the sky is still gray.  The sun?  The sun hasn't shone it's brillance since Yellowstone erupted.  I haven't come across another human being.  I often think that maybe I am the only person alive; but I know that couldn't be.  Could it?  Definitely not.  I have put it through my mind many of times thinking that living in rural Johnson County and being the only Black living out in these sticks that I may be the only "nigger" or white person alive.  Wouldn't that be a hoot.  But I know it wouldn't.  No, that would be too much for me to handle.

I go farther and farther away from my farm.  Since the Big Bang and the Fall Out I am now traveling six miles from my farm every day, in each direction, with not a sighting.  It's seems as though I am in a bad dream or a very bad reality.  I pray every night that it isn't the latter.  But again, like today, I awake to nothingness.   

Monday, July 22, 2013

Impressing Thy God, Who Hath Made Me...Made US (Broke Black Prophet, Near Salvation) February, 2013

In or out.  That's the only two choices a mothah fuckah has.  Not maybe.  Not, I don't know.  Not, let me think about it.  And definitely, Not lukewarm.  No!  No!  No!  Hot or cold you silly sonsahbitches!  C'est tout! Yah feel may?  Quit fuckin 'round! 

Yo sorry ass gotstah make damn decisions.  And that fo damn sho don't mean bein on the fuckin fence!  Hell no!  Eithah go ovah the mothah fuckah or stay on the same damn side yo sorry ass been fo such a very long ass time, and that, My Dear Sweet Sistahs and Brothas would mean fo yo whole entire sorry ass life!  Mothah fuckahs!  Don't cho ass evah get fuckin tired?  A whole lifetime of maybes?  A whole lifetime of, I don't knows?...The best yo one time life havin ass gottah give this one time world?  The best you got?  Well I'll be damned!  Sad state of affairs there Brothahs and Sistahs let my Broke Black Ass Tell yah ah lil som'ehn, som'ehn!

I'll tell yah this.  I am human!  Black, White...who gives ah fuck?!  I am a mortal, livin, breathin...entity.  And until the breath of life gets takin from me I have tah fight!  Or not.  But we were born tah fight this mothah fuckin life so here I be mothah fuckah!  Live and in colah!  And welcome tah the Octagon! 

And I am on the canvas spewin blood from ev'ry orifice but I'm still alive as a witness.  And God speaks tah me and says, "Thy child there is nothing left to live for!  It is time to come home!"  I have tah correct God with my labored breathin and say, "No Lord!  I mean no disrespect whatsoevah!  You made this body and soul that has been beatin down by anothah one of yo creations, life!  And with that, I'm not dead yet!  I's gots mo asses tah kick and mo life tah change!  So, let me do what Thy commandeth!"

And God sits back, is impressed and says tah me, "Well look at you!  I have not seen such piousness.  So let it be!  And so be it!"

Damn right bout that!  Damn...right...bout...that!  

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Irreversible (Twenty-Seven Years Old, White Male, Paralegal) 2004

The most troubling thing I have encountered to date is for me to love a woman and she does somethings that are irreversible. Putting me in the position where I cannot begin to try to patch things up nor make the things she has done manageable. Things that have been taken to a whole nother level and she has given me no other choice but to say goodbye, forever. Things that I cannot forgive or forget. Crossing the lines, the boundaries that should have never been stepped over. Not my choice, but totally hers. It would be different if I were culpable in some facet but how can I be if she did not include me in the decisions that she has made and carried those said decisions out, without any input from me? I have heard people say, "You made me do it," then give some type of sorry ass rational of why they did the things that they did. How can I ever make another do anything if I am not even in the negotiations or folly? How? If one knows what another has told them about one's threshold, one's boundaries and consequences when another oversteps those demarcation lines, what does one actually think the other should do? Think for some reason the other loves one so much that what they tell them is all horse-pucky? Then what happens to one? What happens to me as an individual? Where is my respect of myself if I stay? And if I do then I will be forever grasping for what I have lost due to my unaccountability to my own life. But what accountability does she have then? Must I carry the weight for as long as I am with her for her misdeeds and infidelities? What be me then? I do not want to become an enabling enabler. How does that help the one who I hath said carries thine heart? A very heavy laden heart. I am left with only one choice to save myself because she is not my lifeguard any longer.

No, just like all the rest that have been sirened by the whimsical ocean of life, I must say goodbye to her, as she is carried out amongst all the rest. And I with only a few looking longingly from ashore.

Dirty Laundry (Fifty-Year Old, Wife of Ex-Chrysler Foundry Worker, In Indianapolis, Indiana) 1997

Mothah fuckahs wantsta sit up there and tell yo sorry ass some bullshit! Cool. Cooler than cool. But don't sit up there and think the shit is gonnah wash with my Black ass! For real!

"What? You don't believe me?" Hell no, I don't believe yo lyin ass! But as long as yo silly ass is believin that shit you excretin, that's all that fuckin mattahs goddamnit! But don't think for a fuckin second yo ass gonnah think I believe those blueberry stains, wine stains...are gonnah dissapear because you tellin me they ain't there and my sorry, broke ass lookin dead at'em! Shiiiit! Mothah fuckahs think if they keep on tellin yo ass their laundry is clean, and yo ass seein for yourself the shit is still dirty, that they can convince you by keep sayin the shit ovah and ovah, that it is in fact, clean. Puh-leeze muh fuckahs! The fuck!

But the truth...will clean the shit out of that dirty fuckin laundry yo sorry ass got hangin round! No spot removah needed! Best believe that shit! Guaran-fuckin-teed!

Sunday, May 19, 2013

"I Wants My Freedom!" Really? Mothah Fuckah! (Sixty-Seven Years Old, Ex-Black Panther, Singaporian(American Expatriat)) 2013

White people are the most excuse riddled race in our history.  Everytime I see those mothah fuckahs throughout our history they always making an excuse on why they have failed or why things didn't turn out the way that they have planned.  But they always talkin bout how niggahs done fucked the shit up.  Quite hilarious.

You sorry ass mothah fuckahs!  You!  Yo ass makes me laugh so bad.  I look at Libya and Benghazi, Nigeria, Chad, Hong Kong...white people done fucked those places up because of the viability of what those regions could bring to the various white coffers. 

"But I wantsta bees free," those plethora of indigenious people have said to the various powers that be that are working, "in their best interests." 

And all I can say as a Black American, "Do you really mothah fuckah!"  Cause, sho nuff, freedom comes with a stiff ass price if yo, "Libyan, Chadian, Nigerian, Hong Kongian, Panamanian...asses aren't willin tah stick togethah." Other than that, y'alls asses are about to be in the world of serfdom and slavedom.  And I'm glad tah tell yah sunshine, "Welcome tah my fuckin world!  With...yo ignant asses!"  Fo real!

Friday, May 17, 2013

A Dying Prayer (Female Spirit Leader, Third Cycle) Year Unknown

I look at thee with saddened eyes oft times.  We are doomed at thine core.  Whilst thou allow us at least a chance to please you, our Lord of Hosts?  We have travailed through thy harsh penances; yet, thy still gives us pause. 

Oh, Great One, we pray to thee for even more strength but it too lies in vain upon thy altar.  Our spirits are weary and we have begun the broken stages of that same spirit.  A spirit you righteously set upon each one of thy seeds soul; and verily I pray to thee, mercifully grant those seeds to grow in thine glorious garden once more? 

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Some People Just Want To Hit; And Lucky You, My Arm Is Tired (Twenty-Seven Years Old, Out of Love Baseball Enthusiast, Black Male) 1992

You were the hitter.
I was the pitcher;
Going against you.
I never would strike you out;
You, always foul tipping or
I would throw a "ball",
Showing you my flexibility as a player.
Frustration set in and you tired of me;
You could not hit me
Nor would I strike you out.
"Relief!" you bellowed.
The next three pitchers showed you no mercy:
One!
Two!
Three strikes!
You're out!
Feeling beaten, down;
You called me to pitch again.
Looking at you,
I saw the determination in your eyes.
You had to hit someone.
And you still couldn't see it.
I can do anything I want to with this ball;
I love pitching.
And I love pitching to you!
Showing you my skills;
Any good mediocre pitcher can strike you out,
If they choose to.
I wanted to show you my endurance, my stamina.
I wanted to give you something you had never experienced before.
I thought that you would see me as unique, a keeper,
And as one hellafied pitcher...to you;
Insatiable;
Arm tireless;
Concentrating;
In a zone...for you.
I did not want you to get a hit;
Nor did I want to strike you out;
I just loved the exchange;
We owed it to one another,
To get to respect each others talents.
But you just had to conquer someone;
I noticed the look.
You just had to hit someone in your frustrations.
As, always, I saw what you needed.
So, I reared back, and smoked one waist high across the plate.
"Crack!" is all that I heard;
I did not have to see where it was headed.
I knew it was going over the wall,
With the fierceness in your swing.
I just stood on the mound and watched you smile with total glee;
You relishing in your unmerciful and dour accomplishment.
So, I did your job for you:
"Next!"  I called out, with a smile;
And a tip of my hat.

Friday, May 10, 2013

I Just Have To Say Some Shit (Anonymous) 2015

Children.  What can anyone add to that one noun.  Succintly definitive.  So ap-PARENT-ly blatant factoid of this circuitous life.  And we are constantly fucking that circle of this God given life up!  A perpetual negative causative effect transpiring throughout our human's history.  But the hits just keep on coming!  Over and over we witness the slow fatality of the beautiful human essence because of just one other word, self.  We are selfish!  We might as well be a four legged animal instead of a two legged one, because of our sans of sympathy and empathy oft times.  Nothing ever changes with us.  We share the characteristics of the insane and the absurd.  We are all just waiting for the time for this whole thing to blow-the-fuck-to-hell-up...and I, like you, can't stand the anticipation.

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

"You Can't Handle The Truth!" Well, Not After You Have Told Us A Shit Load of Lies (From A Learned Poor Person) 2019

We have found out...well...that we were lied to.  Over and over throughout our lives, we have been pacified, lied to, mislead... so that we would continue to be good consumers.  Seventy percent of this great United States of American company's profits come from consumer spending.  Now, once any person with any kind of literacy understands that, one has to understand that when people start loosing jobs at an astronomical rate, like we Americans have been doing since 2005, some ugliness is coming our way.  While the powers that be, the media, our misinformed peers, economists...during the same time, were selling false light to a bulb we knew had gone dim so long ago; and like all bulbs, they eventually discontinue illuminating. 

The pseudo-emittance of light worked for a while.  But when the time had come when children and adults of the poverty stricken started dying of starvation at an astronomical rate in real time, in real life, by those same poverty stricken people who had kept the economy at least solvent.  Well the best things happened in this American, catering to the rich, company:

1) The rich and the media were never to be believed again.

2) Anarchy, violent strikes spread throughout the land.

And the best part,

3) Not even the rich were safe any longer.

Monday, May 6, 2013

A Conversation With Just One Jar (Broke Black Prophet, Forty-Seven Years Old, Near Salvation) January, 2013

Well, lookie here!  Company!  What brings you round these parts?  Just surfin, you say?  That's good, real good! So glad you came and visited.  Really!  I ain't one to shine you on.  No!  I'm speakin truths.  And when I tell you I am so glad you have come to see me, you best believe that would be the truth.

So what can I interest you with?  Oh, I'm sorry, bad manners.  Would you like anything to drink or eat?  Drink, you say?  Got it right here for you.  Big Wave Golden Ale by Kona Brewery, that's in Hawaii.  You already knew? So you are my type of people, beer drinkers.  Now, you know now I'm so delighted to have you come visit my humble abode!  For real!  Well I just bought this six pack from the store just a couple of minutes before you arrived. 

Go head, sit down.  Take a load off.  Been a long day like Mondays usually are.  You agree? Just look at chew, I hope you are telling me the truth because you saying all the right things for me to be friends with you.  Really?  Damn straight, really.  You know it's not too common to meet common folks like we surely are. 

So where you from?  From all ovah, you say?  Well that's just fine by me. Like my Daddy used to say, "Everybody is just everybody."  I always liked when he said that.  You like it too?  Well we are going to get along just fine.  Just fine indeed.  Hold on, let me pour that in a glass for you.  The bottles just fine?  Naw, indulge me a wee bit, let me pour it in this Mason jar, it'll taste better.  Now, go head...see.  I told yah.

Why am I drinking mine out of the bottle, you ask?  Well, I only have one jar.  And you are my company!

(to be continued)

Friday, May 3, 2013

A Woman Scorned And The Bottleneck Effect (Anonymous) 2018

She will set fire to Herself to make herself pure and pristine once again, a prairie fire for Her entire world; which is sure to come...very soon. We have taken most of the wood, her raiment, from her body, raped her, and defiled her virginal characteristics. There is always a penance one has to pay for such an heinous act that has been perpetually enacted. Now, it is Our turn to be the kindle; Our sentence for Our abhorrent inexcusable inhumanity. And Mother Earth will again have mercy and save only a few.

Monday, April 29, 2013

Carpe Diem! (Thirty-Five Years Old, Broke Black Prophet, Pre-Salvation) 2000

I've never seen society reversing like it is today. Lived thirty-five fuckin years and ain't witnessed the type of shit I'm seeing. Mah fuckahs talkin bout, "Well what about me? I have a life too." Boo-the-fuck-hoo mah fuckahs! Shiiit! Those children didn't beg your ass tah be born. In no shape, form or fashion. With your dirty faces! No! You were too busy gettin yo mah fuckin freak on without protection to fuckin realize what this freakin will bring to bare for some eighteen years or more. Steep price. Quite hefty. But yo ass had a choice. Protection? No protection? And guess which one yo sorry ass chose? So you gets no sympathy or empathy from the populous, talkin that shit, "Well what about me?" What about you?! Fuck you! Fuck! You! No count mah fuckahs! The child first and yo ass...well... I'm glad tah tell yah, but now, yo ass comin in a distant second! And if you didn't understand that after birth, then give the mah fuckahs up or get with the fuckin program with yo selfish ass!

Yo ass is single. No, doubt bout that shit. But the one word that you always fail to realize is the most important one of all that goes along with the single: parent. Yo ass is a single fuckin parent. Nobody told yo ass tah have children and still wantin tah act like a real single person, like a damn fool. No responsibilities or obligations except to yourself if you don't have a chick or a child. But what are these mah fuckahs doin now? Fuck those little mah fuckahs I gave birth to; or, implanted the seed, to cause the birth to...! It's all bout me, damnit!

The fuck wrong with us? Then we wonderin why this younger generation shootin up some shit? Killin mah fuckahs for no other reason, but for...because. Wonderin why they are so self centered, hedonistic and lazy asses? Wondering why their asses have no hope for the future and shit. Because yo ass didn't condition them to have a future, mah fuckahs! So worried bout yo damn self and just forgot about the integral rearing, the foundation of your...child. Not, instilling in them what they deserve, to look forward to a fucking future goddamnit! It's our actions that have taught these little miscreants, "Seize the day!"

And look at where we are today? Holy shit! Scar-the-fuck-y! You-better-recognize mah fuckahs! There's still time. Time for what? Well...that answer is totally up to each one of us. We had a choice of what we have done with lost, selfish and wasted time. But we also have a choice of what we do with this here present time, for the future of these lost and hopeless children. They are the only entities that should matter, with our past time asses!

And that, My Dear Sweet Sistahs and Brothahs, is a Beautiful Thang! Oh, yes it is! Peace! More to come...

Saturday, April 27, 2013

You Must Suffer...For Her! (Aaron Thompson, After Six years of A Custody Case In Johnson County Indiana) 2014

It was time. For the past seven weeks, until this day, the voice calmly, softly and comfortingly had said, "Fast."

He knew the voice was right. Throughout his troubled life, the stresses, the evils, the problems...all were taken away with a long fast. The problem was, he didn't want to do it. At 44 years of age, he was tired of fasting. It hurt so bad the first three days; the hunger pains, the thirst, the stress that his body took on from abstaining from mostly all that he so enjoyed.

"Fast," the voice said again, as if reading his negative thoughts. After the first three days, then it was only a matter of mental strength. The hunger pains subsided, became manageable. The thirst, he would quench with just taking a mouthful of water and holding it there. Imagining the time when he could drink water again. Then he would let the water dribble slowly from his lips until none was present any longer. Say the Lord's Prayer and whisper to the winds, "Soon."

"Fast," the voice repeated.

He slowly shook his head. Tears starting to form in his eyes. He finally asked the voice, "Why do I have to always suffer?"

"Because," the voice simply stated.

He shook his head again because he knew what the voice was going to convey to him. He knew the answer even before he had asked the first query. But he had to hear the voice's response to the known question and subsequent answer.

He took a deep breath. Held it deep in his chest and let the exhalation pass slowly from his mouth. Tears now rolling down his cheeks. Finally he choked out, "Because, why?"

The voice with its sincere, calming tone said, "Because it's not about you any longer."

He broke down on his knees and cried uncontrollably with grief, pain and pity. Covering his face with his hands, ashamed even that he had thought, let a lone, asked such a selfish question which he knew the answer to before he had asked.

While the voice said over and over, "The both of you are going to be just fine. Be obedient and fast for fourteen days. You are going to have to do this, and many times after, until you sleep forever...for her."

(to be continued...)

Friday, April 26, 2013

Only For A Season (Aaron Thompson, At The Genesis of His Custody Case In Johnson County Indiana, Being Denied By The Custodial Parent of Visitation) 2007

I have visions.

I have visions of me hugging my Daughter and kissing her on the cheek and saying to her, "Daddy's here Sunshine!"

I have visions.

I have visions that sees her with the person that she loves, being happy in the distant future. Making other lil happy beings.

I have visions.

I have visions of getting her school clothes when she starts understanding what she likes to wear or not, even if it might have to be from Once Upon A Child.

I have visions!

I have visions of her smiling, making this world a better place just with her Hopeful Beautiful smile!

I have visions...

...Lately, I have visions of me dying and never being able to witness that same Beautiful smiling face again, before I leave this fucked up life.

I have visions.

But for a time now...horrible visions.

Saturday, April 20, 2013

Nobody's Gonnah Eat That Shit! (Recovering Black Stoner) 1991

Feast your eyes on this utter surprise of this lost American dream; Peaches and cream have turned into rancid fruit and sour cream. Lead leading the red states, blue too, cause we’re not fuckin through…yet! Having millions of babies who are all infected with rabies, like rabid dogs, foaming at the mouth and scratching down south at their innate scabies. We continue to produce more cancerous lots; perpetually wiping away snot but the drainage will never dry up based on the septum’s imperceptible smell of carnage. The foliage has turned mahogany with the blood crusting in the sun from Our fated felony. Tarry no more, time for the sentencing! Guilty as charged; now it’s overtime for the firing!

Friday, April 19, 2013

Our Faux Priceless Jewelry (Recovering Black Stoner) 1991

The fire has begun. The fine, perfect and roaring Sun. Soaring above scorching, torching the weeds. The seeds amid the misdeeds, misread. Led to the feeds of foraging and gorging needs that will eventually lead to Our ill fated destructive necklace; Our pristine, paid for, priceless jewelry of shackles made from worthless sin-laden beads.

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

The Stank Weed (Twenty-One Years Old, Father of Two, Colonist of New America) 1693

I too have seen thine destruction cometh upon thee. I Have tasted over and over the vile addiction which thee induces into thee temple. Spit out its darkish matter which it hath left on thee tongue, in thee throat. Yet, still I transgressed. So, I too have sailed across those waters marked “Hazardous” and “Dangerous” accordingly, I paid the both no attention at all. But, as the last days comes upon thee spirit, upon thee soul, I must start adhering to those same signs that are supposed to avail every traveler with facilitation to each persons life with its addictive properties, but like so many, I too disobeyed its warning signs. And there is always penances for disobedience aft. I am starting to hear the signs deep inside my lungs. Starting to feel the aftermath since partaking in its addictive qualities since the age of wee ought eight. Then too, I must start the healing afore thee death befalls thee temple which is nigh assuredly. So too must ye!