I’m tired of being mad at the past that will last way after
I’m passed. Compassed South, without a
mouth to confess to do less. But that is
the way that it is, in this “Biz” of living; not giving anything in return but
what I put in. It’s all up to me to be
free! To be a bright light amid the
dim.
December 06, 2020: The Bottleneck Effect Begins While This Entire World Ends.
Thursday, March 7, 2013
Your Worst Fuckin Nightmare (Forty-Seven Years Old, Broke Black Prophet, Pre-Salvation) Yesterday
I want to fuck a rich mothah fuckah up! Take a rich mother fucker’s skull and
squeeze, at ease in my retribution, the solution to absolution. I want to see the blood trickle down my
forearms, the storms raging in every vein as I apply those slave spirit soaked
muscles of tiredness that need a rest but not until I make your sorry ass pass
the paramount test, to confess your mess.
I want to see the life pass through their eyes and douse all the doubt
of who I am! I am! And I always will be! Your mother fuckin worst fuckin nightmare; to
forever fear!
Consumation (Forty-Seven Years Old, Broke Black Prophet, Pre-Salvation) Tomorrow
I can’t understand the man which stands in command of this
land as we reprimand the “great” Constitution; with no solution which has come
into fruition; pollution of the mind, unkind in the line to confine the sign of
the times. Unwind, find and design a
found fine humanity without insanity and see what you get! Sit, spin and burn on this world’s spit. Shit coming out of the North and South; the
East and West the test of the winds of sin; akin to the thin needled pin as it
goes in and out to sew up the future, forming a suture for the wound so the
womb will not consume anymore to make another.
Welcome To My Abyss (Forty-Seven Years Old, Broke Black Prophet, Pre-Salvation) Today
What you need , what you feel… for real? Instill the will, the thrill of another life
beyond the bowie knife to a living hell.
Compel the stale bread to rise again, to defend the purpose of every
spore to never ignore the snores coming from the slept, sleeping and well kept
in this society. Bite another fruit to
not have to loot the truth that never has been nor ever was the fact based
nauseam of a mighty chasm that has been even more broken apart; imparted by a
long holy dart which pierced the heart to unearth the evilness of man; can a human
stand for anything but self as the wealth of worth becomes a fleeting mess? Confess the madness and sadness as we take a
flight in the ominous long night to entice the blighted ones blindly walking
with hands extended, those appendages crinkling, skin wrinkling as the body tires
and finally expires in the pit of nothingness.
Tuesday, February 26, 2013
A Sad Siren's Song (Black Stoner) 1984
Cease to exist while I kiss Crack passionately dead on the mouth. The vapors running south, then east and west, then running north, the ultimate test. The jury, deliberates, satiates its desires when the hit sits favorably and arguably as guilty. I get off on the charge because of its purity. I have no security now because I am set free! But freedom won’t last long, the strong song of its Siren’s song, pulling me towards its promises of serenity once again; to begin, alas, the end.
Friday, December 28, 2012
Fuck Your "Fiscal Cliffs"! Do Your Goddamned Job That You Are Sadly Paid For! (White Male, Thirty Years Old, Marsh Super Market Employee) 2012
None of this life matters if you really look at it. Think about it. It is about as fleeting and vagarious as the wind. But for some reason we believe! And in what? An empty promise of a fulfilling life? Everyone knows contracts, truths, guarantees...can be preempted at any time. It's just a matter of, what is next? And, now that we are at the segue, what is next? If you don't know, then you are entering in a badass contract. No entity gives you a reprieve for today. No. No. No! Tomorrow is the only thing that matters in this, "What have you done for me lately," society which we are dreadfully apart of and in. And, what is next? Who the fuck cares! As long as me and mine can continue to subsist and exist. Point blank! I don't want to hear about "Fiscal Cliffs" and shit like that! I've paid my taxes Mothah fuckahs! Keep the shit movin! The f uck?
I've got two kids and child support! And if Daddy don't pay his child support, my ass goes to jail! Do you rich politicians understand? You overpaid blow-fuckin-hards!
I've got two kids and child support! And if Daddy don't pay his child support, my ass goes to jail! Do you rich politicians understand? You overpaid blow-fuckin-hards!
Monday, November 26, 2012
Sleep Apnea (Aaron Thompson) 2010
You told me you would be there during the day...and during the night. A comely sight. But the plight which I have to traverse is worse than anything you could possibly imagine. Places and times to begin. A thin win. Paper sin. Plotting and pointing the pen. When will I ever win? I sent the solace of holiness to hopelessness. I dread the bread and the wine I used to think was so fine to dine on Our God's flesh. It was all just a failed test from whence before. I sleep when I snore. Then I awake for my daughter's sake. But thankfully, one fateful day, I will sleep no more.
Saturday, November 24, 2012
Let The Music Play? (Anonymous) 2014
Everything is about hues.
Tones. As in music, the music
goes where the music is intended to take Me.
I can’t do anything about it at that point. Cut!
It’s a wrap! The music has
already been planned, arranged….now is playing.
And there are only three choices
at my behest: Turn the music up,
turn the music down or, blessedly, turn the shit off.
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
The Gas Pill (Forty-Five Years Old, French-American, Black Chemist And Inventor, Paul Derriere) 2019
I created it way back in 2000. I was scoffed at. I went to all the big names: Renuzit; Glade; Lysol...they all sent me on my way. Then I went to a Proctologist, a doctor. And everything changed in a magnificent way. A glorious way. Oh, sure the person taking such a "vitamin" daily would get complications in about twenty years subsequently. But that wasn't a problem because by that time the profits would be set in stone. I would be rich and so would be too the investors and fuck the bullshit.
I invented all types of scents: Blueberry, Violet, Strawberry-Banana, Linen...an endless amount of scents. Shit, just use your imagination and along with the formula: instant good smelling shit and farts. And in 2016 it was all the rage.
But nature is a mothah fucker. It is what it is. And by the time the populous at large understood three years later that it would fuck up their given G.I. tract, in a bad mothah fuckin way, everybody was getting rich, bitch! And fuck your personal health. Good Lord!
I didn't realize it. I really didn't. Please believe me! But a human being has to understand the simple fact that, "There's always a price to pay when you think your farts and, especially, your shit don't stink!"
Comment dit-on en francais? Merde est suppose mauvais odeur et merde!
I invented all types of scents: Blueberry, Violet, Strawberry-Banana, Linen...an endless amount of scents. Shit, just use your imagination and along with the formula: instant good smelling shit and farts. And in 2016 it was all the rage.
But nature is a mothah fucker. It is what it is. And by the time the populous at large understood three years later that it would fuck up their given G.I. tract, in a bad mothah fuckin way, everybody was getting rich, bitch! And fuck your personal health. Good Lord!
I didn't realize it. I really didn't. Please believe me! But a human being has to understand the simple fact that, "There's always a price to pay when you think your farts and, especially, your shit don't stink!"
Comment dit-on en francais? Merde est suppose mauvais odeur et merde!
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
Darland Albert Hopson, Passed Away Monday, November 12, 2012 (Broke Black Prophet) November 13, 2012
It was 70 degrees the day before he died. Quite befitting. He was always a warm and caring person. Then the day of his death it was 35 degrees in this midwestern intemperate climate. But that's the way life has always been. Hot or cold, not lukewarm. My Brother was a kind man; a gentle man; a good man. We will miss him so. Stoic. A dependable human being. When he said he was going to be at your destination at a certain time it was going to happen. There has been so many times he has never disappointed any of his siblings. And what can I or anyone say about that fleeting characteristic in a human being? Many will miss Brother Al. I will miss him so. So let it be written, so let it be said. He walked the walk and talked the talk. No in betweens.
It was cold when he crossed over into another life. It is hard to imagine him the way that he was before he died: feeble, weak, vulnerable...a human being. I will always see my Brother Al as something other than what I just described. He was a hu-man, in every sense of the word! And that's all I have to say about this Beautiful human being who passed over into another life which I must too some fateful day.
His memory will always be frozen in whomever's psyche, especially mine, who was fortunate enough to cross his warm enlightening path of this oft times severely cold and dreadful life.
It was cold when he crossed over into another life. It is hard to imagine him the way that he was before he died: feeble, weak, vulnerable...a human being. I will always see my Brother Al as something other than what I just described. He was a hu-man, in every sense of the word! And that's all I have to say about this Beautiful human being who passed over into another life which I must too some fateful day.
His memory will always be frozen in whomever's psyche, especially mine, who was fortunate enough to cross his warm enlightening path of this oft times severely cold and dreadful life.
Tuesday, November 6, 2012
"Heerrre's Romney!" (Broke Black Prophet's Conversation With Friend, Dana Henry, And Dana Informing Him On Why He Was At The Indianapolis International Airport Going To Fiji.) November 7, 2012
I saw it. You saw it Hop. I was all packed up and ready to go, literally. But I was smoking my last cigarette at the time as he was giving his acceptance speech. And he had the nerve to make a statement about what his thirteen years old grandson said was so funny, mocking his grandson’s young voice, but when he said the statement it was evil,
“Yeah my grandson and I were talking. And he is so intelligent but sometimes he gets goofy, you know how kids are. Well he says to me, ‘Paw-paw! When you win the election, you need to do like that man did in that Stephen King movie, The Shining, Get in front of the mic with everyone watching the New President Of The United States, Paw-Paw Romney!’ And in front of everyone say, like Jack Nicholson said in the movie, “Heeerrree’s Romney’,” Oh I laughed about that. So this is for my grandson 'Heeerrree’s Romney!'"
And with that, I ground out my cigarette. I put on my jacket. Picked up my suitcases. And proceeded to get my Black ass out of this fucking United States of America!
"But he didn't win D," I said.
"Hop! Rich people, since the beginning of time have won! And just because Obama won doesn't mean a Goddamned thang!" He vehemently said. I didn't say anything.
"Yeah! That's what I thought! Truly come visit me in Fiji. 'Kay Hop? I'll hollah!" He said and disconnected.
Thursday, October 18, 2012
Yo Mothah Fuckin Decision (Black Male, Newly Married) 2013
Marriage ain't easy. I don't give a fuck what anybody tells yo ass! Sheeit! Hard as fuck! Yah heard may? It is what it is. But, that's the nicety of the shit. Yo ass gostah deal with the shit. You! No one else! Yo ass decided to marry that mothah fuckah. No one else. You! You understand? I hope you do. Like Tim Gunn says, on Project Runway: "Make it work," mothah fuckah! Yah feel may?
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Soon Enough (Vietnam Veteran, Agent Orange Victim, Albert Darland Hopson) 2012
I'll be gone soon. Oh, no need for luggage. I won't be returning. Gonnah make a new start. Smell the air of a different environment, finally. I can't wait. Cause I'll be gone soon. Thank the Lord!
Thursday, September 27, 2012
Hope For The Future (Thirty Years Old, Social Worker) 2001
I wish I had some panacea to wish this life away. I wish I had some type of saying that would make people believe that everything will be all right. I wish I had a long life to live to keep imposing on the youth and subsequent adults so that I can make them understand, "Everything is going to be just fine, Sunshine!" ...Oh, I wish I had that much faith! But I would be telling those same youths, a mother fucking lie!
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
Time To Pay For This Long Vacation (Sixty-Five Years Old, Theological Satirist) March, 2020
Things will change most assuredly, in a horrible way. That’s what happens in the scope of time,
change always happens. However
minute. Time and time again in Our God
given life, we have seen the smallest things are the most crucial ones that
cause said changes. Why? You
may be asking yourself. But it is simple
really. The human animal is superficial
and We can see those things that are ocular.
But its always those little infinitesimal things that gets Us caught up
because we have been conditioned to see what we can see. Not delving deep to look beyond and see what
we can’t. Too much work I suppose for
all of Us. And I guess too in this Eden
that was set up for Us to take care of and to labor…we are just tired of
fucking working. You see, when one stays
in a place for too long, oft times one forgets why they are in that given place
to begin with.
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
Ring Damnit! (Fifty-Five Years Old, Attorney At Law) 2014
People don't like the true picture. What you see, is what you get. No! No! No! Not with me Boo-Boo! Hell-to-the-naw! I'm fifty-five years old and haven't ever seen times like this. Hiding. That's what I'm doing. Shit! Times are hard! And I know that they are, but goddamn! I'm embarassed. I'm even using coupons at various fast food restaurants, for heaven's sake! You tellin me people have stopped suing one another? That Pro Se is the way? I sit in my office waiting for the phone to ring. Often times too damn long. But what else am I supposed to do? I had to lay off my legal assistant because all of the sudden people seemed to not need a good attorney any longer. And I'll be damned if I take these cases for less than what I am worth. Damn that! My counterparts are doing it because it is better than being idle. But idle I must be! I'm not going to water down what I bring to the table and moreover my profession that I love and hope that I will be able to continue. But shit! Clients are making less also. A vicious sorry ass cycle! In a bad mothah fuckin way! The fuck!?
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
Time Will Ultimately Tell (White Female, Thirty-Four Years Old, Daily Weed Smoker) 2015
It only last a little while. The things that you have. And they were about to lasts a lot less. That's the way it is. C'est tout! But the funny thing about it is that everything is about structure, meaning and time, all three of those things were getting hazy. All murky into one or this other but then again everything takes time. Time, that used to be in abundance, that now is again. Shit! The way things are going it will never be enough time to right the wrongs but it has been more than enough time to wrong the rights. There's more hours in a day like today. But I guess one can say that about yesterday. Nothing ever stays the same. And why don't they? But shit is getting fucked up! And it's about time!
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
Just Nasty (Eighty-Eight Years Old, Black Female, Divorcee, Died At Ninety Years Of Age, 2012) 2010
Whah? Suck Whah? She remembered it like it was yesterday. But it was way back in 1942. Suck my dick! Whah? You nasty sonofabitch! No! I will never suck your so called "dick"! What is wrong with you? Only whores would do that! I'm your wife Jarvis?! Then he had the nerves to say, "That's right Mabel, so you shouldn't have no reason not to suck my dick!" The nerve! I'm a Christian woman, born and raised. I loved that man more than words could ever express. But, I left his Black ass and never re-married. Or had sex again. Or had to, as he told me, put up with, sucking a man's dick! A shame before God!
Heaven Is Dead In My Future (Suicidal, Twenty-Eight Years Old, Laid Off Pharmaceutical Line Employee) 2011
I've made so many promises that I've failed to keep;
Said many of prayers but all I do is weep;
But a brighter day is to come when I finally go to sleep.
Said many of prayers but all I do is weep;
But a brighter day is to come when I finally go to sleep.
Monday, September 10, 2012
Get Ready Cause Here It Comes (Thirty-Nine Years Old, Black Male) 2016
You get lost for a time, if you’re lucky. If you’re not so lucky, you’re lost for a lifetime. I was one of the lucky ones. I started seeing what life was and what life was eventually going to be. I stopped focusing on what is because all was lost. It was time enough to start preparing for what was revealed to me in my waking sleep and I started slowly awakening. I was lost in the time of the walking wounded and the walking dead. And the scary part about it was, I started noticing I was one of the very few starting to wake up.
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Monday, August 27, 2012
Mother Earth Will Always Have Her Say (Average Midwest Citizen) 2018
It's starting to get crowded here. But where else are you going to go? People want what they want. Two, three, four...twenty children and they are witnessing the same thing as all of the rest of US. This is my production. My life. My world. Don't you see? This is the future I foresee and I give a damn about the world around me! Yes, things are getting bad. Very much so. But we don't care. Haven't for a very long time to say the least. We are hopeless. And we will forever be...until...
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
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