Now over sixty, I still don't know what tah do mentally with it. People throughout my life have avowed, "Forget the past." And other absurd statements.
I have not ah fuckin clue how to fuckin do that. my mind has not ever worked like that!
Fuck!
No!
That ill shit loops in my mind. Over thah many years TheRapists, GPs, depressive medications...that shit never has worked for me. Worthless to me. So...what do I do about it? Shit. Manage it the best way that I can. Every day is a new day. And every new day brings about managing that ill ass shit! Every fuckin day until I die. Which, blessedly, won't be too much longer....
(Peace. More to come...)
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