A Final Thoughtful Goodbye. X

 "All I'm asking. Why can't you, after all of this... just stay here and talk to me? That's all" Liv said.

"Liv? Been rejected as soon as I came in, aftah taking off of work for a half day. For this. I'm not mad or anything. But I think you could have waited until I was off work, then ah Brothah would have kept those PTO hours for somethin like goin tah thah doctor...instead of bein told in so many words, I can't be around you anymore. Plus, it was final. Liv, finality brings about undercover truths good, bad...but thah shit needed tah be said, as far as departuring and never coming back. And you have not asked me to sit down, stay and talk?! Not one time. I hope that makes sense because I would have a hell of ah time to say it another way?" Manored said.

And she continued to just look at him. Like frozen in time. Looking right the fuck into his eyes without blinking. Like..."I see YOU! And YOU see ME!"...

(Peace! More to come...)

A Final Thoughtful Goodbye. IX

 She made it maybe three feet from him and stopped. He almost started laughing and she would too, maybe, because they had spoke ad nauseam how, "Just give me my three feet."! And there she was, giving him his three feet. And he left that space purposefully unfilled...

(Peace! More to come...)

A Final Thoughtful Goodbye. VIII

 He raised his hands and continued, 

"Listen. All we have ever done so far is to be together and have consenting fun! And I'm not even talking about sex! We haven't even come close! But I deferred to you because I love you so much. That's my emotional shit! Not your shit! Why I never told you that, I love you?...Shit...scared of rejection? Scared of to mess up our beautiful togertherness...That's on me. I can dig it and take ownership for that fuck up. I'm sorry?... But I could give ah fuck about what my family thinks about my true feelings for you! They ain't payin one bill at this BrothUS crib! Not one! But listen. I understand." He turned and started to pass through her home's entry thah last and fourth time, so he could go home and get fucked up! Then sleep. And tomorrow is another work day....but...oh no!

"Wait damnit? Just wait? Just wait?" Liv said while she was approaching him and he had turned to address her....

(Peace! More to come...)

President Trump And Bibi: Israel Better Start Complying And LUKE 23:18 KJV.

 I mean, shit! President Trump ain't been lookin too swell and shit! Now, all of ah sudden 

Vice President Vance jumpin in on some US FED UN commie Middle East cluster fuckin shit! 

That relationship with President Trump is one thing, but Vice President Vance could give one fuckin US proud fuck about Bibi and his Tribe! my old Black ass really believes that shit! 

There's somethin bout Vice President Vance that an old broke ailin niggah likes...even trust ah lil bit! Though all US broke assUS know, once ah muh fuckah reaches Vice Presidency of this here United States of America...well...YOU 's an evil commie muh fuckah! Anyway...But...in these fucked up US FED/UN Global /NWO evil written times...I mean, shit! Fuck it!

Bring on 

"Barabbas"!

And Israel be thah fuck on 

US FED/UN/NWO commie evil oathed

Notice and shit! For fear of thine innumerous transgressions soon shall be revealed, US legally and dealt within US...perhaps Ye.... Keep not going along with thah spell what thy UN Global Lucifer's Agenda has conjured!?... Anyway...

This is thah fucked up situation US proud broke assUS currently

Be!

Prepare,

Project Peace and 

Pray....

(Peace! More to come...)

"Bunnie XO Jelly Roll" Files for Divorce

 Reads like ah fuckin Chinese /American pastry gone rancid!...

(Peace! More to come...)

An Oncoming Depressional Visit Soon Arriveth. II

 She left a voicemail mesage a while back. He didn't answer. Fuck that! So she texted,

"So you tellin me with yo old ass done forgot about ah Sistah that's been with yo old ass since this beginnin?! SerioUSly?! It's like that now? CaUSe when I get there, I can show nuff bounce!"

He didn't respond to her text immediately. Let it hang...then he texted back,

"I'd rather you not visit at this time. There are a lot of things happening right now in my life."

She simply texted, "Pick up the phone niggah?!"! Then the phone rang. And he picked up,,,,

(Peace! More to come...)

" 'Scandalous' - Soccer fans fume over beer prices at England vs Croatia - HITC"

 God damned muh fuckin skippy!

$15.95 for ah fuckin 16oz beer and $8.95 for 16.9oz of  plastic bottled watah?! Absurdity! I mean, shit! "Whatever the market shall bear." and shit! Fuck it! I mean, shit!

If US broke assUS gonnah complain?! Stay that broke ass thah fuck blessedly

Home!

Watch this evil ass jank fixed "World Cup" shit from thah crib and shit!...

(Peace! More to come...)

Saturday 08June2030, "2030 FIFA (Last) World Cup" Shall Commence The Firmament 'Reset'.

 Prepare,

Project Peace and

Pray....

(Peace! More to come...)

Surviving DarknUSs.

 He woke up in darkness all around. He heard some crickets now. Able at forming sounds...a croak of a frog..."Where am I?! "He tried to move then the pain shot up from his right pelvic area and he almost vomited from the pain subsequently. His heart and mind were beating and racing overtime now. He was so disoriented and he would deduce, horribly injured. But he just couldn't lie here and die for Christ's sake. Oh, no. Try to move again. And this time move with your left side first? He was lying face down, could smell earth, grass, felt thick moisture on his left cheek, a lot of moisture around him. 'Where am I?', he thought again. Heart beats per minute rising. Calm down. Calm down. Think...

(Peace! More to come...)

"Netflix cancels 'The Boroughs' after 1 season despite strong reviews and 2M viewers - Parade"

 Ain't that ah bitch! Well...an old niggah can undahstand why and shit! Them sorry ass evil muh fuckahs told too much already in that muh fuckin Netflix series! Binged thah shit! And...

Dead-thah-fuck-ass! 

Now, if there were to be ah 

Season Two, one would have to explore thah 

Origin of

The sacrificed "saved"

Mother and her ugly ass MANmade

Chemlab

Children!

And them evil muh fuckahs were like,

Fuck!

No!

T.M.I. !

Cancel that bitch!

Done....

(Peace! More to come...)

"The Latest: Trump pushes back against critics of Iran deal - The Associated Press"

 Funny as fuck!

And 

RighteoUS

Iran

Still ain't agreed tah shit and 

Still ain't said shit! 

Thah fuck's done went wrong with US broke assUS Sonshines?!...

(Peace! More to come...)

"2026 FIFA World Cup"? II

 I mean, shit! Look at South Africa's team and shit! Tore thah fuck up by HIStorical Apartheid! And ain't one White muh fuckah representin! But they show thah fuck got ah White muh fuckah coachin thah team! Now, how that ill evil bullshit work? Anyway...Can ah White player get some love South Africans?! I mean, shit! Thah team is ran by White folks! Thah fuck! Fuck it! And did y'all see that niggah on Scotland's team?! Yeah! Reverse discrimination fo show South Africans...God damned UN NWO skippy! And with the "2030 Last World Cup Protocols"! The South Aftrican Team shall have at least three non-nigger South African players!"..Uhm!

And here US broke assUS

Be....

(Peace! More to come...)

"2026 FIFA World Cup"?

 This shit ain't no fuckin "World" shit! This is some commie evil UN NWO muh fuckin bullshit! An old niggah witnUSsed at least one niggah on "Scotland's" team! Ah, niggah in 'Scotland"?! Got all types of niggahs on France's. Germany's, England's...muh fuckin teams?! But ah niggah in Scotland?! That took thah proverbial cake! God damnit tah fuck!

The OG OPs(Original Peoples) are becoming more and more extinct!

But, I mean, shit! 

So too are US broke beautiful proud sorry assUS!...

(Peace! More to come...)

An Oncoming Depressional Visit Soon Arriveth.

 He always felt it getting ready to take over him. No matter what he did, supplement he took, manmade pharmaceuticals, illegal street drugs...it always came. Maybe stay this time a short while the way it had been the last six months. Hopefully. Whispering softly into his soul constantly now...

"Meredith...I'm coming for you..."...

(Peace! More to come...)

A Final Thoughtful Goodbye. VII

 "Okay, so please, listen Manored. I'm starting to have real feelings for you! And I just don't know if my family will accept this?!'"

'Then obviously tell your Family to love you unconditionally, take them vows and fuck yah!'

She looked at him wide eyed and said with noted surprise, "Oh! No you didn't!"

And he calmly replied,

"Oh, yes I sure did."...

(Peace! More to come...)

A Final Thoughtful Goodbye. VI

 I don't know what happened in this "Living Room", in a home she was heired to?! Might be some fucked up shit! But ah niggah didn't know. But what ah niggah did know! 

She was hurting...bad!...

(Peace! More to come....)

A Final Thoughtful Goodbye. V

 I entered Her owned beautiful abode for the third time, and closed the door behind me. Locked it! Don't give ah fuck, nice neighborhood or not! And followed her into her home's living room. Everytime I would enter this "Living Room" I would get a sense of exhiliration and...peace. But I'd never told her that. Why? I guess...

(Peace! More to come...)

"That's What I Said, Old Ass Muh Fuckah!"

 I like thah way I write.

"Why? Old ass muh fuckah!"

Good query, indeed! But that, "Old ass muh fuckah" shit's known! Anyway...

Rereadin ovah some different blogs and shit!

Got different voicUS sayin all in an

Old

NiggUS'

Cranium,

"Yeah! Niggah! That's what ah niggah said for you to write muh fuckah!"! 

Like they payin my old broke Black ass for some writin shit?!

Weird and

Funny as fuck!...

(Peace! More to come...)

A Final Thoughtful Goodbye. IV

 I went to her home's entrance that I had passed through two times before in the last six minutes. If Liv allowed me entrance this time it would be the third. I rang the doorbell. She opened the door wide and looked at me wildly and said, 

"Why the fuck would you ring the doorbell?! Why didn't you just come in?! You were in here not ah minute ago?"

'CaUSe I'm ah niggah. In ah fuckin non-niggah neighborhood! And ah beautiful White ass lookin Female hollerin about ah niggah bein ah fuckin bastard! And some more shit!'

She smiled, then laughed. I started laughing too.... She was all ovah thah place. Ye, nevah meant anothah Human bein any harm! And, that's why I loved Her so! But Her beautiful ass was UNfocUSed as shit! I recognized that shit instantly meetin her eyes and greeting myself tah this fine angelic muh fuckah that had not ah fuckin US broke ass beautiful meek, mild... evahlastin clue! US....are some beautiful broke ass muh fuckUS! Anyway...Back tah thah story and shit...Whimisical! VagarioUS! Just...fuckin...out there and shit! And my ass fell in Love with Her becaUSe anothah broke ass muh fuckah witnussin some shit like that?! I mean, shit! Like 'Prince' singin and shit 'Just take me with you!'! Fuck it! All in! I mean, shit! What thah fuck's ah broke niggUS' missin and shit?! Anyway...

(Peace! More to come...)

A Final Thoughtful Goodbye. III

 I made it to my vehicle's driver's side door. Heard a loud snap, from a door, not a vehicles' door. It was Liv, opening up her home's door. Lookin out at me. She raised her left arm at me and said,

"You bastard! You come talk to me about this shit! You come talk to me about this shit now, God damnit!"

I calmly closed my vehicle's door! And said to Her even more calmly but more pronounced,

"Of course, Liv! Be right there."...

(Peace! More to come...)

A Final Thoughtful Goodbye. II

 She had accosted me as soon as I was granted entry into her abode. She had a nice home. Expensive home. I sure couldn't afford it on my salary. But they had somehow come together, had a relationship for over now nine months....And this is what he was met with.

"I have to talk to you now!"

'Okay?! It sounds important so I'll take a half  PTO day at work.' I informed her 10:33 in the morning. And here I was. Being told I wasn't wanted any longer by...Her. So I had responded calmly. Turned quickly because I didn't want to cry in front of her about the news. Opened the door...to go back to...life. And as I started passing back through her home's entry to go back out, she said in frustration,

"How can you?! How can you just...leave without saying another word?" And I turned and addressed her properly, civilly.

'Liv'?! Sonshine. This decision has been made without my input. I don't know if it's my dick size, my cunningless abilities, my income, my past, my future, my political views...I've not been on notice of anything? But here we are. You've decided all of this for the two of  US. YOU. ObvioUSly my input being not warranted. You made the right decision for YOU! And I will always love you for that decision! Always!  I guess, I was jUSt a passenger. But take good care Love. Take good care." I closed the door to her home behind me. And had thah half of a workday to fuck off, get fucked up and cry! And tomorrow is another day....

(Peace! More to come...)

2 or More 'Gs' For Some Seeing Grips?! US Just Wants To Fucking See...Kindah.

 Fuck all that HD PAL of upwards of ovah 3 'G's and shit! Add some bells and whistles on them joints! Fuckin US absurdity!

Top of thah line Anti-Reflective Coating: $375,

'Transitions'? "Oh you prefer the Vantage?" Right on! That's what's up: $350, but they'll always have ah lil tint tah 'em. You cool with that? Cool!

Thinner lenses? Got that 1.74! As thin as you can get right now. Cool?: $400 and add on diopters more than four, 30 more USDs per diopter! Let's say thah muh fuckah in ah -6.00! Well, tack on 60 more per lens! So...$520.

Oh now we get tah thah second best part and shit! Yo old ass in ah bifocal?! Shiiiought ain't nothin bettah than these, what we call in the industry, "Progressive Addition Lenses or PALs", or ah no-line bifocal! Don't show US broke assUS age with that line shit...but US are old...and need that line shit...thah fuck?! So without thah line, that shit gonnah make my old ass look youngah?! SerioUSly?! Anyway...

Well, thah one that I absolutely love, and I wear it myself, is thah "Varilux-Physio Enhanced-fit"! Talkin bout clarity? Shiiiought! Now not one time my Black ass mention, thah lab gifts US opticians (I've always been Unlicensed, in thah state of IN it be that way. Good lookin out! CaUSe an old broke niggah saved some ends ovah time. Anyway...) one free pair of lenses per year! So these expensive muh fuckUS didn't cost me not one damn dime! But these muh fuckUS are thah shit! Are they worth 1800 USDs I'm gonnah charge that sorry ign'ant US ass?!

Fuck!

No!

And then tack on digital measurement charges on top of that shit, $100!

Thah fuck done went wrong with US Sonshines!? Fuck that loaded HSA card! Absurd! Go tah fuckin "Costco" God damnit! Then aftah two years of wearin them reasonably priced joints! Take'em back and get ah refund for them joints!...oh that shit's for real! Worked in "Costco" optical department! Them crazy ass muh fuckUS will give yo broke ass yo money back...aftah even two years, now an expired prescription! 

"I thought you said you were UNlicensed? All opticians at "Costco" are ABO certified! Now I know that much, lyin old ass muh fuckah!" I can dig it! Fair enough! But, I'm sure you also know. When unlicensed, an optical employee at "Costco" has six months to obtain an "ABOC"! And they'll pay for thah first test. And ah niggah didn't last even three months! Like "Sam's Club"! Corporate commie bullshit! So ah niggah jetted!... Anyway...

Now thah best part! Let's find ah frame for those fabuloUS lenses! CaUSe those are jUSt thah 

"Trues and Vogue's" on thah muh fuckah! Now... let's find that righteoUS 

Whip!...

(Peace! More to come...)

A Final Thoughtful Goodbye.

 "I can't be with you. I mean, I love  you. But I can't be with you. I hope that makes sense?"

Of course. Yes! I can dig it!

You take care Sis?!...

(Peace! More to come....)