On My Forty-Eigth Birthday (Broke Black Prophet, Near Salvation) December 30, 2013

Just Being Human

 

I feel it.  Feel it all through my body, a trembling subatomic feeling in nature, vibratory vacillations radiating in an abnormal way.  The only way.

 I am still alive! 

And you are too! 

Quit the frowns, the ill fated inaudible sounds infuriating the consensus to distrust each other…My Sister and Brother.  We all in this shit together…so let US chill with this shit...Together.

Amen and Awomen

At The C.A. Meeting (Black Stoner) 1988

So this here mother fucker was sitting up in the meeting. There's this other mother fucker talking about, "Oh, I don't shoot it or smoke it. I just snort it." And almost in unison half of the mother fuckers at the meeting said, "What a fuckin waste!"

And I laughed. Laughed so hard tears were coming out of my eyes, streaming down my face. Cause that's exactly what I thought when this guy had said it. Shit! If you are gonnah do the shit mother fucker, do the shit right! Cocaine addicts were off the fucking hook with their honesty.

And that was the Beauty of addiction...(to be continued)

"My Left Foot" (Seventy-Two Years Old, Hypertensive, Diabetic, White Male) 2012

They cut my big toe off.  That was fine I guess, at least it wasn’t my whole left foot like this one doctor wanted to do.  Then the toe next to where my big toe used to be started doing the same thing, turning black.  So I told the doctor, “Why don’t y’all just cut all of them off.  Cause it seems they are all going to get infected, so just lop them all off.  I’ll be alright.”  Then the doctor looked at me and said, “You know, I think that would be the best Joe.  Then you don’t have to worry about that happening anymore.” 

So here I am, toeless on my left foot.  But hey, I’m still walking and kicking rocks!